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Saturday, July 27, 2019

Someone get this woman some dick, STAT

1.i said bisexual but pretty sure i'm straight. i want sex with men all the time i fantasize about it all day i even think about fucking all of my gf friends. She doesn't know that i've never wanted to be with her and that i felt bad for her and just wanted to get my pussy ate and couldn't break her heart like that. so now i've stayed with her and i hate myself for it because she also a control freak. i practically have to force myself to fuck her when i'm not imagining one of her friends pounding me out to the point when we have sex i am angry and disgusted by her touch.i want to get fucked so badly.

2. I'm constantly suicidal and depressed i had a long history of cutting myself and most of the time poor at hiding it because. I feel that the world is evil and no one really gives a fuck about anyone else but themselves.

3.my gf thinks that i don't know she cheats on me and every chance that she gets. she flirts and plays it innocent. every time i confront her and the crazy thing is i don't care and hope to find her cheating so that i have a reason to leave i try to play cool so i stay away from her friends so that i don't cheat even though i want to get fucked its been so long.

4. i feel that i am the worst person ever on earth i believe i am cursed because everything in my life is shit i deal with racism everyday because i'm black and 'im so insecure that i'll do anything to make someone think i'm pretty i want everyone to or just about everyone to want to fuck me but i know they don't because i don't get dressed because i'm scared everyone will think i'm ugly. theres so many hot people today i'll never amount to them so i obsess over my looks and cosmetic surgery even though i'm too broke to afford my rent or gas. i act mean and push every one away because i'm ugly and i don't know how to look better and i want to stop thinking like this but i can't. I hear voices in my head and no one knows but me they used to want me to kill but now they hate me for never listening and doing what they want so now they torment me which causes mood swings and me and my gf to argue because they wont leave me alone and it scares me she still doesn't know why she just thinks i hate her and honestly i do ?

5i don't know how much longer i can take of being unhappy i'm so unsure of myself i'm constantly in drama because of my know it all gf who loves mess and shes so in denial and a compulsive liar and i feel weak for not leaving. she tells me no one will want me and i believe her so i stay i want to be happy i never thought my life would be like this. i'm addicted to porn because i'm sexually frustrated too. i watch girls getting fucked wishing i could trade spots with them ..i also fucked her cousin and she doesn't know. it happened before we dated. i also was molested for a while when i was a toddler and it made me hate myself because i wanted to touch other kids younger and older and i knew it was wrong and sick of me i've never touched a kid and i don't think of that anymore. i know that i thought this way because of what happened to me. i think all child rapist and violators should die in the worst way possible. there are to many beautiful men and women, wanting a child is sick and i'm still learning why i felt that way growing up, wanting to do those evil things to a human of any age and i'm sure it wasn't really me i was just screwed in the head and this is why i don't want kids because u never know what a person thinks or wants to do to your child. i feel the best way to protect them is by not becoming a parent i don't know what i would do if my child had went through what i did . also i am in love with my gf best friend. i want him so bad i'd let him do what ever he wanted to me. i want so bad i think i'm in love with him when i see him my heart drops and my hands shake and when hes near me i can't control how wet i get and it turns me on more to where i start to feel it running down my underwear god please i want him in me now!!!

Gender: Female
Sexual Orientation: Bisexual

Admin here: There ya go, your first new set of secrets in forever. This set of secrets has actually been sitting waiting for me to find it for over a month, because I didn't realize notifications for the submission box were disabled. This has been fixed, so let 'em rip folks, and tell your friends Five Secrets is back!

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