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Wednesday, February 24, 2010

The worst thing that can happen is, you're the weird girl that talks

1. My girlfriend has no idea how high my sex drive actually is. She thinks that I'm completely innocent...And has no clue that I fantasize about us 92% of the time.

2. I love hearing that people love me. Even if I won't ever love them back...I get some sick pleasure of knowing that they want what they can't ever have.

3. I don't want to live this life. I feel stifled...Like it's not really living. Sometimes, I want to pack a few changes of clothes, grab some money...And just go.

4. I identify as homosexual, and am unable to imagine being with a guy romantically...But sometimes, I can't help but think that cock would feel amazing. It makes me feel as if I'm betraying both me AND my girlfriend...

5. I have dreams of being outgoing. I see people talking, and I feel like jumping into the conversation, because I honestly think we'd get along...But my nerves always get the better of me, and I don't. And then I'm known as the weird quiet girl that never talks...I wish I could just get over myself.

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