1. My girlfriend has no idea how high my sex drive actually is. She thinks that I'm completely innocent...And has no clue that I fantasize about us 92% of the time.
2. I love hearing that people love me. Even if I won't ever love them back...I get some sick pleasure of knowing that they want what they can't ever have.
3. I don't want to live this life. I feel stifled...Like it's not really living. Sometimes, I want to pack a few changes of clothes, grab some money...And just go.
4. I identify as homosexual, and am unable to imagine being with a guy romantically...But sometimes, I can't help but think that cock would feel amazing. It makes me feel as if I'm betraying both me AND my girlfriend...
5. I have dreams of being outgoing. I see people talking, and I feel like jumping into the conversation, because I honestly think we'd get along...But my nerves always get the better of me, and I don't. And then I'm known as the weird quiet girl that never talks...I wish I could just get over myself.
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