Sounds like a pretty crappy bf

Necrophilia turns me on and sometimes so does beastiality.

I can and will manipulate people if they screw me over. This girl made me angry so I took revenge. I broke her and her bf up. He broke up with her but she knows I was behind it.

My bf makes me feel awful when I want sex. He gets so angry and makes feel whorish for asking.

Would like to experience a threesome or an orgy.

My dad isn't my biological father. I was given the chance to find out who was but I turned it down. My parents don't know that I know. Starting to wonder if the dreams I had when I was little were actually reality.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight

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Gas hump

1. When I was 9 years old my uncle tied me to a kitchen chair and tattooed a swastika on my bicep. I always hid it from everyone and hated it. He is now doing life in prison. Now that I'm older I understand that I am an aryan warrior and wear it proud. My parents are afraid I'm gonna go to prison too

2. I'm not gay at all. I would never fuck a dude or let a dude fuck me. I can't imagine that. It sickens me. But I've always wanted a girl to play with my asshole while she gives me oral.

3. I make keep little 5 hour energy bottles full of other people's piss to pass my drug tests at work. If my fam and friends found out I was a coke-head it'd be the end of me...

4. The smell of gasoline kinda turns me on. I have a hay day when I'm pumpin gas. I get a boner and everyone that sees looks at me funny.

5. I'm afraid of the dark. Not because I'm afraid that there's things I can't see. But because I'm afraid when I DO turn the lights back on, there's gonna be some creepy little girl standing right in front of me.

Gender: male
Sexual Orientation: straight

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Words fail

5. I hate myself, my mom is my hero & the strongest person Ive ever met. I wish like hell I had half her strength and selflessness.

4. I look at my sons and wish they understood how sick I am. Or that they were old enough to see that despite how much funner he is, their dad did me VERY wrong. And hasn't really made any true attempt to make it up or make it better. Just expecting Ill forget everything, and keep letting him get away with it.

3. He told me Im too scared to follow through when i said I wanted to die. Truth is, my love for my mom & sons is the only reason Im here now that someone has stolen my husband away . He & his 19yr old girlfriend agreed my boys are better off without me, so why would i bother?

2. I love far too much. Existing like this hurts so much and I cry every time Im alone.I invest too much of me in others to an almost inhuman extent, break my back trying to be there for everyone around me. But now that I have cancer and is progressing so quickly. I look around and all the people I thought would always be there to have abandoned me or don't know how to treat me now... my mom is the only one who seems to really care if i let this beat me...

1. IM in far too much pain to continue like this. I throw up blood numerous times a day I poo blood frequently. There is blood every time I urinate now. I'm being ripped apart from the inside out but i put on a brave face for the people around me. That I can protect him. But when I look into their eyes... Especially my husbands I wonder why no one cares about protecting me? why no one loves me enough to fall apart like i would if it were them... The worst part of cancer isn't knowing I'm going to die and it's not how much pain I have to live with or watching myself waste away... The worst part about cancer is that it has been such an eye-opener it has shown me how little I am worth to all the people in this world that I love and would die for.

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Sexual Orientation: straight

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Big brother bafflement

1) I fantasies about my boyfriend's older brother. I think about "what if he likes me back and kisses me or fucks me" he has a toddler that adores me. His kid favors me in the hole world. I always fantasize that his kid wants me as his mother and we live happily ever after. My boyfriends brother is divorced and he is extremely sexy. He has had 4 or 5 girlfriends after his failed marriage. He looks at me when he thinks no one has notices but I notice. He has called other people my name, what does that mean? His kid has called me mom acouple of times. He us a difficult person to deal with but I know I can help him.

2) I had a family member (cousin) touch me. I liked it. I was just a kid. I think because of this, it made me fantasizes about girls. I would love to lick a pussy and watch her reactions but keep it a secret. I think I'm bi-sexual. I would never tell a soul because everyone thinks I'm way to perfect but I'm not. I would love to fuck a random sexy man or my professor.

3) in class I would fantasize about my professor fucking me in his office. I'd wear a skirt without any panties and I bend over so he could see my wet pussy and he would finer me. I dont think im passing his class. It's so hard to cofuse. He's an ex military soldier and just knowing that is so fucking sexy. I'd let him fuck me anywhere and anytime.

4) I love to masterbate. I've probably done it 6 times already today. I'm forsure going to fibger myself right after this 5 secrets. I love watching porn or hentai it makes me super wet. More then my boyfriend. I love his hard cock but it doesn't make me super wet.

5) I'd love to findout if my boyfriend's brother likes me. I don't think I could do anything because it's already been done/played.

To admin:

I don't think your into this job anymore. Why? You use up put so much soul and terrific ideas.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: bisexual
Admin here --
You're right, I'm not really into it anymore. I started this website during a phase in my life when all I wanted was for someone else to help me. I was incredibly depressed, felt helpless to better my situation, and didn't have many (any?) friends. Since then a lot of things in my life have changed. I went to counseling. I went back to school. I have many close friends. I'm not depressed anymore. Now that things are different for me I realize that there really isn't much I can do to help people unless they are already ready to help themselves. Beyond that, I'm a lot busier now (particularly because of school) and just don't have much time to spend on the site. The main reason I still update it occasionally is that I put so much work and time into it during the first year that I feel it would be a shame to just shut it down, but I don't really know what I DO want to do with it yet.
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Criminal transmission

1. I find my daughter attractive and I find myself peeking in her room when she is changing.
2. I am currently cheating on my wife with 3 other women because I am bored to tears sexually with my wife.
3. I have HIV but I have never told my wife or daughter that.
4. Sometimes I look at porn on the computer whn no one is looking.
5. I'm attracted to teenagers. Big time.

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Sexual Orientation: straight


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26 and counting

I am 100% gay, well lesbian.

I get fucked to the point of exhaustion everynight by my boyfriend who still doesn't know, because nobody knows except the 26 girls I have fucked since I accepted my sexuality.

I found out today I was pregnant after a job interview, and was planning to tell my boyfriend I was gay.

I hide rope burn and bruises from everyone because they don't know I am in love with bondage.

My boyfriend has a nine inch dick that's about 6 inchies in diameter, and it has complexity destroyed my body, I can never tell the girls I fuck I have a boyfriend because of how horrible he makes me feel when he fucks me.
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Sexual Orientation: gay


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Two very long hours

1. When I was 16 I was told I couldn't have children.
When I turned 18 I met the man of my dreams he was 9 years
Older then me. I begged God to please give me one child
And when I was 19 he did. I told my boyfriend and he freaked out
He begged me for an abortion. I procrastinated until I was 4
Months along thinking he would change his mind...he didn't
 So I did it  because I thought I would lose him if I didnt.
I hate myself for it I wish I could go back in time and change it
I cry every night wishing I had my baby because I believe it was a gift from God and I destroyed it.

2. I was drugged and raped at 17 and got an std from it (thankfully it was cureable) I tried to tell someone they didn't believe me
I still see the Guy from time to time. He acts like nothing happened.

3. When i was 13 My "dad" told me if I flashed him he would stop beating me and let me do whatever I wanted I did it but nothing changed. I was just discusted with my self for believing it and doing it he also asked me to masterbate for him but thankfully I didn't I hate him more then anything...(even more then myself for what I did in number 1) and for the past 8 years I've been planning on how to kill him and get away with it I have the perfect plot too bad I don't know where the piece of shit is anymore....lucky him

4. Me and boyfriend from #1 are still together as much as I love him I can't forgive him for what he asked me to do. And I honestly don't think he loves me I think he just keeps me so I can keep being his maid and buying him weed and beer we have sex maybe once a month twice if I'm lucky and when we do he fucks me for like 10 min then has me suck his dick for 2 hours.

5. Most of the time I think It would be better if I were dead I just can't bring myself to do it. Sometimes I wish I could hire someone to do it for me but my job ,as great as some might think it is, doesn't pay enough.


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Sexual Orientation: bisexual




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They always go home to her...

1. Im pregnant by a guy who wont work, gets high all the time, a player, an asshole, and who I also care for and love.


2. Im half way through collage and he didn't even graduate high school. I hate him for that, I hate him for ruining my life and making me the way I am now.


3. Im falling in love with a married man, which I know is wrong but me and him are so much alike it hurts to know he goes home to her.


4. I want to keep my baby but idk if I can do it alone without my babys father being there.


5. I hate one of my best friends and most of my family, not because im jealous but because I just can't stand them.

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Sexual Orientation: straight



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The secrets men keep

1- i love my newborn son to death but i resent that my girlfriend secretly stopped taking the pill so she cud get pregnant. Im only with her because i want to be a better parent than mine were.
2- i'm in love with my best friend. She is incredible and we get handsy when we drink, but we never fuck or date because we dont want to compromise our friendship.
3- my girlfriend thinks she is my third, iv had sex with 13 girls, 8 since she got pregnant.
4- im addicted to sex, but my gf is not horny or open minded. I masterbate several times a day and im almost to the point i want to rape her. I love shoving my cock down a girls throat and eating her out. Id like to try anal again but im afraid To hurt a girl.
5- i drink and party but no one knows i secretly do drugs too. I get high and get in fights because im so numb i kno i cant lose. Im afraid il end up killing someone


Gender: male
Sexual Orientation: straight


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Uplifting....not

1. I have been made to feel like a burden on my parents. I am 27yrs old. I am living at home because i can't afford rent along with child care. I help out my parents but they make comments that hurt. I love the way they make me feel....not.
2. Most of the people in my life have made me feel less than a person. They tend to point out what is wrong with me. no one points out the good. I wonder if I have any good points.
3. I feel like i'm going to cry. I am not happy with where my life is at. I am reminded of what a failure i am everyday.
4.   I don't have the energy to make a change in my life. I feel as though I am in a hole that I can't get out of.
5. I don't trust anyone. I have no one to tell my secrets to. I hide my true feelings away from everyone. No one knows how i truly feel inside. I'm pretty dead inside and no one knows. I sometimes wonder if I'd be miss if i was to die. I don't even think my own child would miss me.

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Sexual Orientation: straight


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Yeah, you could say that

1. I have started throwing up 80% of what I eat everyday. I started a diet about 3 weeks ago and I guess you could say I've taken it to the extremes. I know its bad but I'm losing weight and that is what I have been desperately wanting for a long time.
2. I've had a threesome with my first serious boyfriend and his wife.
3. I sometimes wish I could just go and be free like when I was younger. I feel so old these days.
4. I feel like such an awful mother sometimes. Even though I love my kid more than life itself.
5. If I could toture and murder my father's father and get away with it I would in a heartbeat. He molested me for years and I fucking hate him! And his piece of shit son I unfortuantely call my father.

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Sexual Orientation: straight


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Unforgettable

1) i'm a sohpmore in highschool and I'm already thinking that I wont get into a good college even with a decent act score from my junior year

2) I want to go into culinary arts and even with the amount of people supporting me my dad telling me 'it's going to be too expensive to get a phd' and 'I'll never get a job' tear me down more than anyone knows.

3) I hate my dad but his opinion seems to be the one that stands out among the rest. Even past my boyfriend's who supports me fully in my plan for schooling.

4) My boyfriend might be making maybe around 100k-200k a year if that because of the feild of machining he's going to go into. I'll be making maybe 100k a year. I feel like I wont be making jack shit compaired to him.

5) I txt my boyfriend every night before I go to bed, well pass out from exhaustion, because if I dont, my thoughts come right back. The bad part is that when I wake up and can type coherently it's too late to tell him goodnight and that  I love him. I feel like he'll forget if I dont tell him everyday.

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Sexual Orientation: straight



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Sometimes facebook lies

One: I really dislike my sisters one is stingy and selfish and a major bitch and she kiss her babydaddy ass all the time he always nmaking her look like a fool. My second sister is a major hoe she try to look like and angel in front of everyone but on the inside she she is a mean nasty person she treat her friends better than she treats me.

Two: I'm always screaming on the inside I just want someone to listen to me and understand my pain and fustration

Three: the guy I'm madly in love with is with someone else but wat I don't understand is why he play me along at times he flex on facebook like he so in love with this girl but if you were when we get around one another it wouldn't be this strange vibe.

Four: some nights I stay awake till my eyes shut on its on because I'm. Afraid I'm going to die in my sleep I hate feeling this way because I have faith in god I just wish it was stronger.

Five: I really want to be successful in life but right now I feel like a failure I. Got kicked out of two colleges my sister graduated after me and is way futher in college than I ever gotten. I'm a major disappointment. I wish I knew wat to do :(

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Sexual Orientation: straight


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Anything is possible

1)My boyfriend (or idk anymore, this guy, whom i used to talk to everyday) for 8 months got in this fight. It was stupid. Wasn't even my fault, but we didn't talk for five days alrdy. I texted him, but he ignored me. And now, idk. Sheesh. This has happened before, he just totally switched off, ignores me and everything. Last time it was nearly two weeks. And he acted like nth happened. I dont get it. He said he loves me, wanna marry me, wanna have a kid with me. But then suddenly ignores me. Wth..  he doesn't know how much it hurtsss.(its a secret because nobody knows about him. For real, nobody. And I don't get to ask my gfs for advice cause, well, I can't. Which sucks.)
2)I'm verbally abused by my mom everyday and sometimes physically abused by both my mom and dad. My mom beats me up if she's not happy with me, nags to my dad, dad will get pissed, then my dad will slap and beats me. It hurts. Not only physically but emotionally. The last time they beat me up was five days ago. I could really use him at that moment(1)..
3)I cry almost everyday. Sometimes for no reason at all?
4)I don't like the fact that I'm sensitive and gets jealous easily. Idk if I can change. Don't even know if its possible.
5)I really dislike what I see in the mirror. But I got only two choice, accept it, or do smth about it. Ima do smth about it. Hello vegetables, goodby junkfoods.

(I just hope my life will get better soon enough. Its been downhill since last year. Fml :'()

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Sexual Orientation: straight


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Hostages are less fun than boyfriends

1) I have sighs of pregnacy, but the chances of that are slim to none.
2) part of me, wants to be preg. So than my bf would be more tied down, & I wouldn't feel so alone.
3) people wonder why i get my nails done, dye my hair, wear the best clothes, & do my makeup & hair. Its so I could look in the mirror, I can be semi happy with myself.
4) when I picture myself in my head, I see this fat, ugly girl but apperently I'm good looking?
5) I can't stand the way, my parents dislike gays and african americans, forreal. I love everyone &7 I'm fuckin tired of sterotypes. Fuk it

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Sexual Orientation: straight


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In the witch's lair

1. I hate her
2. I have never hit my mother, I knew if I ever did I very well may not stop and end up killing her.
3. I lived with her for 18 years, all 18 years were marred by physical and mental abuse....unfortunately she never broke my bones.
4. I understand how kids die in abuse situations, she was
 investigated by the state twice, and the police were called
one night when I was maybe 7, she put me in the tub and dared me to make a sound....had the cops asked to see me that night, they would have seen my fear and the marks she left.
5. Tonight I lay in my old bedroom with my 3 kids and know this will be the last time I sleep here....as much as I love her, I refuse to come back into her domain....her apologies for years of torture...I will accept but I will never forget.

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Nope, that's not cheating

1. I always felt like I should have been a boy... Not that I want to be but if I was a boy instead of a girl maybe my dad would have stayed with my mom and not cheated on her.

2. I have a boyfriend but I still need attention from other guys, Not that I would cheat on him but I like flirting with other guys... Does that count as cheating?

3. I'm in love with a guy I've known for 7 years but havent seen in about 5 years. I would drop everything for him.

4.I've started drinking and I'm worried I'm going to end up being an alcoholic like the rest of my family.

5. The only thing I've been able to trust is a cat that I had to put down 2 years ago... I still cant forgive myself for it, and even got a tattoo for him because of it.. But it still didnt make me feel any better.

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Sexual Orientation: straight


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Here's looking at you

1. I've killed numerous people in self defense during a civil war in my country.  Many were my own countrymen.
2. In general, I feel many people in this world are not living, but are merely surviving.
3. My current girlfriend does not understand why I get aggravated when she bothers me with petty issues - if I wanted high school romance I'd date a girl in high school.  When the fuck do people grow up?
4. I heard numerous times, when I was growing up, my father beat my mother and I always hoped I would grow up faster and stronger to pay him back.  He left before I could.  I've never forgiven myself, and have developed severe anger problems in life because of it.
5.  I am young, yet feel old in both body and soul.  I have nightmares constantly where I see a young girl being burned alive by soldiers and wonder if it's something I experienced, or if it is just another trick played by my mind.
5? I was never good at math so I get one extra... I wish I was selfish enough to believe suicide would only hurt myself.  I do see why so many see it as a viable option, and will never question anybody's sanity no matter how fucked up they seem on the outside.  Here's looking at you, Charlie Sheen.

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Sexual Orientation: straight


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Things don't get better on their own

my sis just attempted to od early this morning,she is in the hospital with my moms and Im on the verge of falling apart.I tried do be sweet and nice to her when she felt bad as well as being brutally honest,but i never got to her core and i dont understand what im supposed to do.i can never be her friend cause i know she wont let me.if i lose my only sister then i will lose myself.

my younger bro has been stealing money from me. he doesn't know that i know its him. I'll let him feed his own ego, I only hope he sees my disappointment.

Deftones have given me life when I had none. They opened my heart and mind when I wouldn't let anyone else. I have felt more empowered and secure with every song I hear. Its an ecstasy and very few ppl know this: I would fall in love with anyone if they understood the 'tones like I do.

I made myself a puppet to help out a family friend. Im a faux owner only to look pretty and say whatever they want me to say. The business is doing good and had I known that this family friend would turn into a back stabber I would have pulled the rug from under him, but that mean that not only do I go down but so does my father. That is something I can not do.

Im knee deep in some illegal shit. aside from the said secret above there is another that I have to with hold for another time. Right now tho, I could really use a hug and just be told that things will get better. the words of a stranger will echo with me forever then a friend's words. Why?

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Sexual Orientation: straight


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Camping conundrum

One. I finally have gooten a boyfriend I'm totally myself with. I can act so goofy and he stills likes me. I'm so lucky.

Two. I wish I could tell him everything about my sexual past. He thinks I'm a virgin. I'm not. He Aldo has no idea of the guy I got put in jail for exchanging dirty pictures with when I was still fourteen and he was twenty.

Three. I want to be his first but I don't know how to tell him without sounding like a whore. (we've only been together about a month and a half)

Four. He, his brother, and he girl cousin are going camping. This shouldn't be a big deal
except his brothers gf and cousins bf are going. When his brother asked why I wasn't going he freaked saying no multiple and just looking at me and saying sorry but you're not going. It wouldn't have been that big of deal but how he reacted has made me suspicious.

Five. My dad cheated on and left my mom and I'm terrified that's going to effect my future relationships and I won't ever act on suspicion for fear it's onlynin my head.

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Sexual Orientation: straight


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