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Showing posts with label Frustration Secrets. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Frustration Secrets. Show all posts

They always go home to her...


1. Im pregnant by a guy who wont work, gets high all the time, a player, an asshole, and who I also care for and love.


2. Im half way through collage and he didn't even graduate high school. I hate him for that, I hate him for ruining my life and making me the way I am now.


3. Im falling in love with a married man, which I know is wrong but me and him are so much alike it hurts to know he goes home to her.


4. I want to keep my baby but idk if I can do it alone without my babys father being there.


5. I hate one of my best friends and most of my family, not because im jealous but because I just can't stand them.


Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight



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Beautiful mess

1) I don't remember the majority of my childhood, like 90% of it is just blank, and what I do remember mostly revolves around being severely beaten by a parent, and being raped by a neighbor when I was a young kid. He layed me over the tire of an atv and seriously hurt me. When I went home afterwards I got beaten for ruining my white t-shirt that had tire marks on it. Later, I ended up being abused by several other guys as well. As a result I acted out sexually towards others younger than me, and it makes me sick to think that I fucked them up as bad or worse than I ended up.

2) I had my first girlfriend at age 15, but was so worried about being a "gentleman" that I never fucked her even though she wanted me too, now 20 years later I can't stop being attracted to girls around that age. I never have and never would act on it, but no matter how much therapy I went to, I still wrestle with it because it would ruin me professionally and personally if anyone I know ever found out how much I would love to be with one.

3) My family has a history of mental illness. I was institutionalized for a few months as a teenager after an almost successful suicide attempt. Again, 20 years later I am now a well respected professional, and nobody would ever know how many skeletons are in my closet.

3) I love my wife deeply and don't want a divorce, however I'm obsessed with sex and can't get enough at home. My time is constantly interrupted by scheming and thinking about how I can manage to have a safe sexual encounter without risking my health, safety or freedom. I've gotten countless happy ending massages, etc. Most of the time however I usually end up masturbating to relieve the stress, and regretting the wasted time from sexual scheming afterwards.

4) If I was ever diagnosed with a terminal illness, I have seriously considered becoming a vigilante for the sake of my city. I am a very average normal looking guy, that could play the role of an unassuming victim. I fantasize about using the knowledge and skills I have obtained as an adult to absolutely declare war on the piece of shit thugs in this city. Let them think I am a victim in their midst right up until I put a bullet in their heads and burn their homes to the ground.

5) I an known amongst friends as the funny guy, the clown, and the confident & outgoing and loving friend. On the inside however, I am insecure, terrified that people will find out I'm such a mess, and jealous of anyone who has the women, money, status or leisure that I desire.
 
Gender: male
Sexual Orientation: straight


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Any man will do

1)I sometimes feel like the loneliest person in the world, I've been married 7 years and still don't know if he is the one!

2) He is a somewhat functioning drunk, when he is drinking I get so disgusted and don't want him to touch me.

3) When I was younger my brother and I used too fool around, It was wrong but we are still close, but never talk about it.
4) I masterbate to lesbian porn and fantasize about it,but I love men to much to be gay.
5) I want to have an affair with my boss or any man for tgat matter

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight


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Rough rider

1. I'm mean to my boyfriend I think its because his dick isn't big enough for me I think its obvious I want to break up with him but I'm scared I won't find someone better

2.Hes cute but I want someone stronger and more exciting that would keep me wanting him and a hugeeee dick

3. I want a muscular attractive man to rob my home and be stopped in his tracks by me in my bra and panties and take only my body and for him to come back everytime my boyfriend leaves

4. Sometimes I touch myself thinking of being kept in a room by a gorgeous guy only to do whatever he wants mainly sucking his cock and cleaning up. I want him to make me suck it until I want him to fuck me and want to be with him

5.  I want the man that's totally in love with me to act like isn't I want him to act like he's my owner or master when we fuck I want him to be rough smack me around a little spit in my face and mouth calling me a slut or a bitch fucking hard me until I scream      

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight


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I know stuff about Canadia

1. I hate how Americans don't learn about Canada and know nothing about us (Sorry no offence to the USA)

2. I just got in touch with a guy I liked 5 years ago, and just found out he liked me back then and still likes me... Only problem is I don't know what to do about him I have a boyfriend but talking to him brings back a bunch of memories. I'm stuck in a secret love triangle and nobody can help me with it...

3. I feel bad about my past and things I've done but I also don't want to change my life.

4. I'm addicted to the pain of tattoos and peircings, it's like a thrill for me.

5. I have only been able to trust one person in my life, and I loved him for being different but then he showed me that all guys are the same, and run with things get tough.... I guess you can't trust anyone but yourself eh?

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight


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Here's looking at you

1. I've killed numerous people in self defense during a civil war in my country.  Many were my own countrymen.
2. In general, I feel many people in this world are not living, but are merely surviving.
3. My current girlfriend does not understand why I get aggravated when she bothers me with petty issues - if I wanted high school romance I'd date a girl in high school.  When the fuck do people grow up?
4. I heard numerous times, when I was growing up, my father beat my mother and I always hoped I would grow up faster and stronger to pay him back.  He left before I could.  I've never forgiven myself, and have developed severe anger problems in life because of it.
5.  I am young, yet feel old in both body and soul.  I have nightmares constantly where I see a young girl being burned alive by soldiers and wonder if it's something I experienced, or if it is just another trick played by my mind.
5? I was never good at math so I get one extra... I wish I was selfish enough to believe suicide would only hurt myself.  I do see why so many see it as a viable option, and will never question anybody's sanity no matter how fucked up they seem on the outside.  Here's looking at you, Charlie Sheen.

Gender: male
Sexual Orientation: straight


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There is nothing like being wanted

I need sex to feel wanted from my husband. He shows me love all the time, more than I really want to admit because it just makes me feel all the worse.

He got frustrated with me one time because I never force myself onto him when I really really wanted to have sex. So I changed that. Now I believe I do it too much because of the way he acts. I believe I need to feel wanted all the time just so my self-confidence doesn't haunt me. I think secret #1 is bothering my husband now a days.

I really wish I didn't need sex to feel good about myself. But I take it as a sense of security that he still wants me physically as well and not just emotionally. I'm afraid to tell him that because I know his exact reaction. He would basically spend an hour saying the same things over and over, "I love you, you're beautiful and nothing could ever take me away from you or make me want to leave." I want a different reaction.

I really just want to cry right now. Just feel the hot tears run down my face. Feel the way my heart begins to race when I hold my breath too long just so I won't be too loud for him to hear. But also secretly wanting him to hear that I'm trying hard to keep my feelings from him.

I finally asked him why he couldn't just tell me the real reason on why he doesn't want to have sex when I put myself out there. He told me he wasn't interested at the time. "Not interested." That gave me a blow. He told me he was too tired and wanted to do something else. If I ever gave him those reasons he would get his way anyway. You know why? All because of secret #1. I could be in pain, extremely tired, or not interested but I would give it my all just so he would be pleased, just so I knew I was wanted in the end.

Bonus:
I think I'll just let him have his way whenever he just wants to. Him saying he wasn't interested really hurt. I don't think I'll ever put myself out there again. From now on, I'll feel wanted when he decides he wants to finally get his rocks off, despite the way I feel, he can molest my body anytime, just straight up use me from now on. I'll still be the best sex he ever wanted.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight


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No orgasms for anyone

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High school isn't forever

1. I have no one to talk to. Not my best friend of 11 years, boyfriend of 1 & 1/2, or even my mom. None of them know how screwed up I feel on the inside. None of them know that I have had continuous thoughts of suicide before. I'm scared to tell them for fear that they will think I'm being overdramatic, not take me seriously, and say that I am overreacting.

2. At school/work/in public I am all smiles. Always happy, always nice. even to people I don't like. But at home I am cruel to the ones I love. I have no idea why, but I wish I could stop.

3.I wish I had more friends. I am jealous of all the normal teenagers I see, out having a good time with tons of friends every weekend. Whereas I am sitting at home or hanging out with family, bestfriend, or boyfriend. It's boring and I am tired of it.

4. My boyfriend had a serious drug problem. I say that I am strong for still being with him, and putting up with, and also supporting him and helping quit. But actually I am weak and stupid for staying with him.

5. He also cheated on me. with one girl the first few eeks we started dating. He says that was the only one but awhile back I read some messages on his old Myspace account that said other wise. I never said a word.

6(EXTRA). I am 17 years old and have had sex with5 guys and sexual relations with a few others. I was only another young girl, desperate for attention and acceptance. I regret all of it more than anything in the world. My freshman year I achieved a horrible reputation. It has stuck with me, although I like to believe it is slowly fading. I am self-conscious about it, and even though it has been over 2 years, I feel like that is the only thing people see and think about when they see me walking through the halls.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight


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#tigerblood is cheaper than viagra

I'm usually a champion in the bed. But recently since I've been seeing this new girl. I can't keep my dick hard. She's a little thicker , not fat, but thicker than my previous girlfriends. When I touch her body, its not what I'm used to and that's what I focus on and sometimes begin to soften. Its frustrating! Probably more so for her.

I think I may have let a little nut out in her a few nights ago. I hope to Jebus that she isn't pregnant.

I bought some viagra from an acquaintance to see if that will keep me hard longer. I'm afraid to try it. One because I won't be able to use stress as an excuse and two because shell expect all nighter all the time. Those pills are expensive.

I feel like breaking it off because of this I just don't want to hurt her.

I admire Charlie Sheen.

Gender: male
Sexual Orientation: straight




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It would be a pretty pointless lie

Today I realized my ultimate low. I am solely dependent on my husband. Without him, I would have nothing. I have no car, no job, nothing to support myself. But I guess I should be grateful for the roof over my head, the food to feed me, and the never ending love he supplies.

I have been trying to buy a car and get a job for the past couple months now. Out of, let's say, 20+ people about cars and 10+ companies for jobs, 2 car people have contacted me and one job contacted me. The 2 car calls? Sold it before I could even introduce myself. That one job? Sounded interested, never got back to me. I have a big feeling it's all because I'm female.

My husband and I have been fighting a lot lately. I don't know where it's all coming from. He has just been frustrating me so much lately. It extremely bothers me that he doesn't understand some things.

My mom is coming in a few weeks. It's going to be the first time that I've seen her in 10 months. I'm worried she'll be disappointed about my house and I. My dad did. Once he left he decided to rant to everyone about how much weight I've gained and how my house looked like shit. I hates how he tries to act so perfect when he's made the most mistakes.

I probably have gained weight and it's one of the worst things for me to admit. My self-confidence is dropping even though I have two amazing and handsome men telling me I am beautiful everyday and I mean the world to them. Too bad I can't believe them. I wish I could.

Gender: male
Sexual Orientation: straight



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This could probably all be arranged

1.I want three or four big strong attractive men to rape me in my bed or the woods I want to let me live saying if you tell anyone we'll say youre a lying slur that couldn't get enough

2.My boyfriends dick is too small for me its not the smallest but its definitely not the biggest I've ever had

3.I fantasize about being raped by young attractive men a lot

4.while my boyfriend eats my pussy I think about other guys dicks in my mouth

5.I want to be a sex slave and do anything my master wants

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight



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Taxi driveher

1) I cheated on my ex husband just so he'd understand how badly I wanted a divorce.

2) The only issues I have with my current boyfriend are the size of his dick (5 inches) and that he has yet to cum during sex. He's 38 yrs old. I think his lack of semen is related to some physical issue. I wish he'd see a doctor.

3) I don't think I'd be a good mother. I tried having kids years ago, but maybe it's not ment to be.

4) I don't like being around old people. I like their stories
 but aging creeps me out.

5) I am always horny! I have a vibrator in my purse.  I watch a lot of porn & fantasize about fucking a black taxi driver in a parking lot after he gets turned on by me masturbating in the back seat of his cab :)

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight



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So you really should x3 for some girls eh?

1. I'm sexually frustrated.
2. I'm only 18 & I want to start a family already
3. My boyfriend think he's the only one I've been with (sexually) but I actually have been with 3 guys total.
4. I want to have a mother daughter relationship but she doesn't & it kills me inside. I want to be a better mom than her.
5. I'm strongly attracted to girls. & I've already kissed 5.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: n/a



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Dump this asshole

My boyfriend refuses to have sex with me.

It makes him mad when i masturbate everyday.. you arent the only one with needs asshole :(

Every moment when we are hone his sister is here. This maes having sex impossible.

i think he'll start seeing someone else if we dont fix our issues.

Sometimes i think about cheating because im so horny  :( :( i love him so much but he doesnt want me its pretty obvious.

Ps. Not to be too self centred but im a pretty hot milf and he makes ne feel like im a disgusting ugly manchild or something uhggg

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: bisexual



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Bite the flower

1. I am not in love with my boyfriend anymore. After five years of his crap, I am literally only with him because it benefits my children.

2. The man I actually really love used to be my boyfriend's best friend. And I would leave my boyfriend for him in a heartbeat.

3. The last sexual action I had was a while ago ... but much more recent than the last encounter I shared with my boyfriend. And my best friend/side guy who used to be my boyfriend's friend? He is a WAY better kisser.

4. Sometimes when my dog is playing rough and bites my boyfriend, it makes me want to laugh. If my boyfriend wasn't such a little flower my dog would know it isn't OK to bite him.

5. In my mind there is a fantasy of the future ... a life that is financially sound and where my daughters and I are happy. With my new guy. I can't wait till my plans are complete so I can dump the current boyfriend.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight


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I'm a lady mode sucks

1. Ive been with my bf for almost 3yrs, ive fallen out of love with him.
2. besides being childish, he doesnt turn me on anymore.
3. We live together and in secretly plotting to move out.
4. My bf is controlling, not responsible, and he may be bipolar. his attention span is short.
5. We dont have sex because hes simple, he no passion, no lust, no nothin.
Bonus: im sexually frustrated, ive been chattin on chat sites, secretly lookin hoping to click with someone to
eventually have some wild sex with, ive beenI going to porn sites too down loadin videos and masturbating at least twice
a day.its hard to break out of my "im a lady mode". Im fine too
.
Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight


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Free by Independence Day

ONE: I think about breaking up, with my boyfriend of two years, everyday. I just don't know how to do it. We both live together and share the lease- I don't want to risk my credit being damaged at such a young age. Also, he's very emotional and cries when we get into arguments- or even when he argues with his parents he ends up calling me- crying over the phone.

TWO: My boyfriend and I lost our virginities to each other. I was 19 and he was 23. He has NEVER been close to making me come. I'm not sexually experienced or anything, but I know that sex is supposed to be a mutual thing. I feel like a doll he uses when he wants sex.

THREE: I have no idea what i'm doing with my life. I'm in school, but I have no idea what for. Sometimes I wish I could just meet a rich guy and not have to worry about money anymore. My boyfriend has been gambling a lot and just lost $9,000 maybe more, but he's not telling me.

FOUR: I've cheated on my boyfriend 6 months into the relationship- well not really cheated, I just kissed another guy. My boyfriend found out and all hell broke loose. He cried for six hours straight. When he asked if I wanted to work it out, I really didn't want to. I felt bad that I caused him all this pain- so that night I gave him my virginity. I regret it so much. If I had the chance to do it again, I would break up with him their and then. I wish I could of saved myself for somebody else- someone I truly loved.

FIVE: I know I'm the love of his life, but he isn't mine. My father gave me a way out- when my lease with my boyfriend expires in July he's going to get me a condo to share with my sister. I haven't told my boyfriend yet, and I'm not sure how to tell him, but I want to take a break, and meet new people, and do new things. I'm not even 21 and I feel shackled to him- an old married woman. I want to be able to talk to whoever I want without worrying if my boyfriend will find out and become jealous.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight


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Might be a good thing to tell mom

1.   I am sick of lostening to my best friend complain about her life. It gets so annoying but I couldn't tell her that..

2.   I might be pregnant...I'm 17.

3.   I have ocd.

4.   I wish I were anorexic but I like food too much. I just want to be skinny so bad!

5.   I don't like the way my stepdad looks at me and talks to me when my mom isn't around. I am scared he is going to try something!

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight



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Things just happen

1. I'm getting annoyed with all my friends because all they seem to do is complain to me about their problems. I have problems to  you know!!!!! and whenever I try to talk to them about my problems they just ignore me.:'(
 2. I need a new life, I'm tired of just sitting around and waiting for something to happen, even though lately I've been finding trouble everywhere I go hmmmmmmm???????
3. I did something bad with my friends mom, she asked and  I could've said no but I didnt. I kind od wanted it... Sooooo
4.  I hate my body!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's that
5. Right now I'm a train wreck nothing is going the way it was planned so for now I'm just going to say SCREW LIFE and I'm gonna let's thigs happen  even if they arent suppose to.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: bisexual





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