Must have been a rough year

1. I used to play with my cousin's cock when we were 12-ish. He liked it!

2. I have had sex for money and have a regular customer, although I'm just a regular woman. No one would ever guess that I do that.

3. I sometimes fantasize about animals having sex. Usually horses.

4. I have herpes.

5. I was sexually assaulted and raped seperate times in seperate countries within a week's time when I was in the military. I'd only been in the military less than a year.


Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight


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I wonder which congressman it was?

1. I am currently seeing two different men. One supports me, as in finances. I don't consiter it to be a real relationship bc I am not turned on by him in the least..in fact he repulses me to the point where I cringe when he touches me. He is not bad looking and he is kind. Most women would be lucky to have him. But I can't stand him. The second guy is sort of a loser..but he is helping me build my career..and we are close and have fun together...I am seriously bored to tears sexually with him though.

2. I dated a girl once but felt board sexually after a while and felt a lot of pressure to have more money to take her out and buy nice things. She was a nice and sucessful..but boreing.
3. I think I am in love with a guy who I spent a few weeks with this past winter..he is an artist..broke..peter pan syndrome. he is living in another country now..going to art school of all things..he is almost thirty and is nowhere close to being a grown up. But he is amaizing. I don't know why.
4. I took the above mentioned guys virginity. He was saving it for twenty eight years for marrage and then we had sex after spending two weeks together. I thought this ment he was in love with me..but I was wrong. When I asked him why he gave it to me he said it was bc he was tired of waiting and I was the hottest girl he ever had the chance to b with.

5. I hate being poor..and have done some pretty bad stuff I guess to keep my head above water...worked in a strip club..had(have) a sugar daddy. Had sex with a congressmen for 4k. I don't really feel guilt for anything..I think I was born wo the abillity to feel guilt as an emotion.


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Sexual Orientation: n/a



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Soul for sale

Ive cheated on every boyfriend I've ever had and I've never felt guilty about it. I don't care if they suffer as long as I'm okay.

I don't care about most people in my life. I don't care about what happens to them and I'd prefer never to be bothered with their problems.

I like a guy at work and I KNOW he likes me back but neither one of us would ever act on it.

I have my private parts pierced.

I would sell my soul for a guarantee that I will be healthy and be a billionaire.

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Free by Independence Day

ONE: I think about breaking up, with my boyfriend of two years, everyday. I just don't know how to do it. We both live together and share the lease- I don't want to risk my credit being damaged at such a young age. Also, he's very emotional and cries when we get into arguments- or even when he argues with his parents he ends up calling me- crying over the phone.

TWO: My boyfriend and I lost our virginities to each other. I was 19 and he was 23. He has NEVER been close to making me come. I'm not sexually experienced or anything, but I know that sex is supposed to be a mutual thing. I feel like a doll he uses when he wants sex.

THREE: I have no idea what i'm doing with my life. I'm in school, but I have no idea what for. Sometimes I wish I could just meet a rich guy and not have to worry about money anymore. My boyfriend has been gambling a lot and just lost $9,000 maybe more, but he's not telling me.

FOUR: I've cheated on my boyfriend 6 months into the relationship- well not really cheated, I just kissed another guy. My boyfriend found out and all hell broke loose. He cried for six hours straight. When he asked if I wanted to work it out, I really didn't want to. I felt bad that I caused him all this pain- so that night I gave him my virginity. I regret it so much. If I had the chance to do it again, I would break up with him their and then. I wish I could of saved myself for somebody else- someone I truly loved.

FIVE: I know I'm the love of his life, but he isn't mine. My father gave me a way out- when my lease with my boyfriend expires in July he's going to get me a condo to share with my sister. I haven't told my boyfriend yet, and I'm not sure how to tell him, but I want to take a break, and meet new people, and do new things. I'm not even 21 and I feel shackled to him- an old married woman. I want to be able to talk to whoever I want without worrying if my boyfriend will find out and become jealous.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight


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Never leave your cell phone alone

im such a waste of a life.I graduated high school a few yrs back but i havent tried to get into college.im not scared to fail or fall into the pressures of it its just that i procrastinate.I dont put up a mask to my friends or hide much about whats going to my amigos.i had so many chances but there is always time,right?

im in debt right now.nobody knows cause my fam had money but i never felt comfortable taking it.i always wanted to struggle and find my own.its funny cause now i am and i cant see a way out.

i made a girl cheat on her bf.twice.once he called the morning after all worried and I silently mouthed an excuse.i guess i did it cause my ex cheated on me.advice to cheaters:delete texts that are compromising and never leave ur cell alone with ur bf/gf.

i love rape scenes in movies.its not a turn on its more like comedy to me.as well as anything grotesque.i will admit this:i cant laugh about it whenever im in theater.i contain myself.

i still have flashbacks to that day when i flipped an atv.i sprained my ankle and thats about it.but things could have turned out alot worse.i was far from my friends and they wouldnt have known where i was had i been pinned or dying.i never wanna go back on.i had my fun and it got ruined by my arrogance

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Sexual Orientation: straight


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Tough decision time

1.I got my letter from the college I wanna go to but I don't know if I wanna go now cuz ill be by myself and I hate to be alone I woulnt be this way if my dad wouldn't left us likehe did.
2.I find myself in love with my best friend buut I don't know how to tell him without it being werid he's amazing and I can see myself with him.
3.I don't like brakeing peples hearts so I'm scared to brake up with my boyfriend I hate being a nice person.
4.I wish I had money cuz with it being my last year in high school cuz I give it to my mom.
5.every night I cry cuz I don't know wut I should do and I really wish someone would help me out and try to talk to me and then I won't feel to bad.

P.S-helpp me plz??

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: bisexual

[I'm not sure which thing you're looking for help on, so here's my take on all of it...

College: Go. The only way to conquer your fears is to face them and it's amazing how easy it is to make friends in college. Besides that, you don't want to let your dad's betrayal take something else that you want away, do you?

Best friend: You don't have to tell him you're in love with him, that probably would be a little weird no matter what. But you can always tell him in other, less awkward ways. Feel him out by asking if he's ever thought of being more than friends or give him some sexy eyeballs. He'll pick up on it and you'll have your answer.

Boyfriend: Everyone goes through this at some point, but what you've got to keep in mind is that when you stay with someone you don't really want to be with, you're not doing them any favors or being nice or preventing them from a broken heart. You're keeping them in a relationship with someone who doesn't want to be with them, which is one of the most surreptitiously painful feelings in the world whether the person knows it consciously or not. There is nothing that breaks your heart like not knowing it's broken. When it's not right for one it's not right for either. Cut him loose. 

Money: Not sure what to say on this without knowing the circumstances. If you want to help your mom out and you don't already have one, get a part time job after school. I worked at fast food and grocery stores the whole time I was in high school. 

Sadness: I cried a lot back then too, and I've found in adulthood that there is literally nothing in the world that causes me any kind of lasting sadness like relying on other people - for pretty much anything, but especially for love and approval. You have to be able to get those things from inside yourself and your own accomplishments, or you'll always be looking for more. Getting love and approval from others is great, but when it's not inside you, you can't help but need continuous reassurance from others. No matter how much anyone loves you they just don't and generally can't give you that much. Do stuff that makes you love yourself and the sadness will go away. Good luck.

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Another day older and deeper in debt

1) I own a nice house in an expensive area, have a summer home and drive a nice car but my financial situation has gone down and I get deeper in debt each day.
2) I own the summer home with my ex wife and we don't want to sell it because our kids enjoy it so much. Selling it would not put any extra money in my pocket anyway at this time.
3) People are always trying to set me up with women but since I am not financially secure I don't want to start anything. Beside, I can't afford to take them out to nice placeas that often. How many times can I do the coffee, movies, pizza shut?
4) I would never kill myself because of what it would do to my family but I wish I would just get killed quickly and painlessly or just go to sleep and not wake up.
5) I get pissed at reading posts where young kids talk about committing suicide. Give me a fucking break. You have your while life ahead of you and your problems are mostly bullshit or will work themselves out eventually. When you've lived to my age and life is shit with no way out, then maybe you can talk the talk. Until then, just suck it up crybabies.

Gender: male
Sexual Orientation: straight



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That actually could get you pregnant

1# I cant stop thinking about doing sexual things with girls.

2# I like this guy but i have no idea what I'm doing by getting involved with him. he's already mentioned that he only wants sex but I'm not sure what his true motives with me are. i guess i keep hoping for a relationship.

3# I'm a virgin yet I think I'm pregnant because my Ex came all over my pussy but I know I can't be pregnant. I just wish I would get my F'n period already.

4# I need money really bad. well just to please my family and support myself because I'm almost 18. I;m seriously willing to do a lot of things for some quick cash.

5# I wanna get high. Just so baked out of my mind I wont have to feel stressed for a long time.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight



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You could use a shower

1: i still pick my nose and eat my boogers. i know jts gross but i like the taste.
2: i hate my butt. its so flat.
3: i masterbate to gay sex. men fucking eachother turns me on.
4: i haven't taken a shower in a week. i think i wanna see how long i can go until someone says something.
5: i live from paycheck to paycheck. i never have any money. i will sleep with someone to get gas money sometimes and afterwards i cry. it really sucks

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight




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Some tests are better untaken

1. Money is truly the root of all evil. I find myself taking money and product from my  company as soon as I'm short on a bill. Even though I know my next check will cover it.
2. I still don't know if my daughter is mine. I have the test but can't  muscle the courage to take it/perform the test on her. I will always love you C.A.W
3. I couldn't be happier with my new girl, I have to force myself not to propose to her. She is incredible but I know its not the right time for all that. She is the one for me.
4. I just found out that I have $10k in credit card debt. I found out because I was too scared to open my mail to see what a hole I was in. I want,to try to get outta this hole on my own. Bankrupcy (to me) is not taking responsibility for ur actions.
5. I'm at work now, waiting for a cash paying customer. :/

Gender: male
Sexual Orientation: straight



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Can't afford not to live

1.) i cut myself myself because it makes me feel beautiful and like im good at something.
2.) as everyday passes i struggle to see why i should carry on living
3.) i litterally can't afford to live anymore.
4.) my friend and her baby are keeping me alive, but i have to move out soon and dont think i can cope alone.
5.) im only posting on this beacuse i can't tell anyon else.i dont want to loose the friends i have.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight



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Cursed

1) I was raised knowing that witchcraft
is very real, but I do believe in God.
I recently found out someone has cursed me.
I can also see how I am.

2) I almost killed myself before christmas,
but my friend called me before I did. She doesn't
know she saved my life.

3) Im in love with a jackass, and 3 years later
i still dont know how to let go.

4) My brother is abusive, he hates me with a passion.
I havent done anything wrong. He has hit me, made me cry,
 emotionally abuses me...but the day he dies, id still cry at his funeral. He is my only sibling, and even if he hates me I love him.

5) I steal food to survive. Our jobs put together doesn't
always make ends meet. I do what I can to make my mom happy, but she still favors my brother sometimes.


Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight



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Too many weedships

1. I recently have been toying with the idea of finding a sugar daddy. I even joined a website for that sole reason, but I  feel like a hypocrite because I used to feel very strongly about  golddigggers. Mt job just cut my hours and  paying rent this month is gonna be almost impossible.

2. Sometimes I pick my noise when no one is around. Its so gross and I wish I could stop.

3. I love porn, I think its so hot when a girl squirts, cause you know she's having a real orgasm.

4.  sometimes I wonder  what my friends say behind my back. it doesn't bother me that they talk about me, I just worry that they won't ever bring it up with me if something is bothering them.

5. I used to have so many more friends when I smoked weed all the time and its depressing to think that all these ppl I though I was truly friends with turned out to be just weedships

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight



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The cupboards are bare

1. The guy I cheated on my husband with is my best friend. Unfortunately, I don't even want to look at his face anymore. I hate what I did with him and I regret that I did it all because of a fight I had with my husband. But I can't stop being his best friend. He's just apart of my life like that.

2. My husband has been getting alot more stubborn and testy lately and honestly I think its because he's realizing he can't live like he use to. Money wise. I think he's finding it hard that he has to support two people now. I've asked him but he said he knows what he got into. We're just having a hard time right now but seriously? He restricted me from going to the store to put food in our house.

3. My husband has never made me orgasm. Ever. I orgasmed once when he was fucking me but I had a vibrater on my clit. I really want to orgasm without self-doing.

4. I'm losing intrest in my career choice. The most of my family is in this career so I feel obligated to do it. I honestly want more in my life than this but I don't know what yet.

5. My husband and best friend are both next to me right now.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight



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I'd hate Christmas too

1.it really hurts me when people make fun of me for being scared of the dark.
2.i hate christmas cos thats the first time my cousin raped me.
3.everybody thinks im trying to stop cutting myself, but the truth is ive just gotten better at hiding it.
4.im tired of paying my parents bills just because they are to lazy to work.
5.everyday i think about how much better things would be for everyone if i could finally succeed in dying.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: bisexual



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The marriage is pointless and stupid generation

To "back to school." I belive you and I share the same predicament. The procrastination, the friends situation... Your words sound as if they came right out of my head. We truly are not alone, though we have no idea who one another is...

1: one friend got engaged on Christmas, another found out she was pregnant. I am jealous to the point of depression, and I hate myself for not being happy for them. The second even told me she would consider abortion if she was... U"I wanted my baby... But my body had other plans. Now I et to watch her carry a baby she really didn't even want, I'm glad she changed her mind, but, it's still painful.

2: my family thinks that my boyfriend and I are going to get married. I thought we were going to get married. Until he said marriage was pointless and stupid. I just keep pretending that he's gong to ask me one day, mostly so that my family doesn't think he is just going to turn out like my last relationship.

3: my insecurities are carrying over from my last relationship and I feel like I'm ruining this one because of it. He loves me, but I keep seein hints of behavior that make me feel that he is not really in love with me.

4: I have more debt hanging over my head than even I know.  Between hospitals and banks I don't think I'll ever be able to have good credit and I am so ashamed I can't even begin to make myself find out the debt.

5: I've isolated myself because I have too many people I care about. Stupid, I know. But I wear myself thin trying to keep all these people happy and I feel like they are okay with out me, so I just stay away. I use work as a co er to why I don't call or visit. I have no idea what time management is... Lol. I really want to go see a therapist and figure all this out.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: bisexual



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That's no way to get better

1.I am dating a dealer (meth) I am 26 years old he is 44 years old I have been with him for a year now I am only with him because I have a Meth problem myself.

2. Ikust had sex with his good friend I was good my boyfriend is in jail for only 3 weeks I am pretty. Very beautiful I like his friend really like him but I am sure his is just fucking me.

3. I am married but separated I got beat by my husband daily for over seven years. I have a year old daughter with him

4.I don't have any money for myself to get out of this life I am a sexy woman I always get what I want I am thinking of doing porn I just don't know how to start probley for the best.

5. I am bad at giving head I think and I am scarred to tell a Guy so I just don't do it.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight



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Even easy isn't easy enough

1- I have no job and barely any money and the bills keep coming. No place is hiring and I'm scared of losing everything.

2- I did something bad today. I regret it and wish I could take it back, but I know that is not enough.

3- I hate my home life. I want to move so bad.

4- I'm in love with someone and love being with him, but now I'm starting to like someone else. Idk what to do

5- I wish things were easier...

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Sexual Orientation: straight



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The jilted sugar baby

1. I hate Xmas is just like another regular day its not like im getting anything. But at least I have my family to enjoy with.
2. I hate going home, like right now I'm in my car debating on if I should go inside.
3. I'm just stressed I don't have a job, my insurance is due on the 22nd and my car note is due on the 25th, and my bank account is on negative, I got my class ring in the pawn shop.
4. But I guess is my own fault cuz I quit my job but I only had 5hours that week, and I've been everywhere looking for a job but no1 is hiring :(
5. I've been having sex with men for money and I only have $100 for my car note :( idk what else to do.

BONUS!6. I've been looking for a sugardaddy, I had found one and I meet him and he told me had so much to offer me so we had sex and he told I'm gonna go visit u tomorrow and he just stop texting me so I guess he just used me, I feel like shit now bcuz what am I gonna do now? I guess it was too good to be true.

7. My biggest fear is to lose it all and be poor my whole life and living in the street. I hate my life but I know I should be thankful for so many things bcuz there's ppl that have it worse than me.

Gender: male
Sexual Orientation: gay

[If you really want a sugar daddy, you might try sugardaddy.com. I read an article about it a while back and it talked about women on there with dudes shelling out literally thousands of dollars a month, even in exclusive relationships. Craziness! I bet there aren't as many male sugar babies on there, so maybe you'll find what you're looking for. Good luck, either way I'm sure something will come up soon.
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Deep throat dude

I suck dick for money.

I practice deepthroating on a 12" dildo

I lost one of my jobs 3 months ago.

My wife has no idea that I'm supplimenting my income this way.

I give at least 10-15 blowjobs a week at $20 a pop.

*** when I master deepthroating I'm gonna charge more.

Gender: male
Sexual Orientation: other



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