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Because they are horny thoughts?

I've started smoking again. She doesn't know.

I started watching porn again and masturbating too. I have a high sex drive and don't get enough "attention".

My ex was so much freekier in bed. She did everything. I miss that sometimes. She reads five-secrets and I kinda hope she sees this.

She understood me and never judged me. I can't trust anyone like that. She knows my secrets about my gay experience. She did things in bed that were "different" and enjoyed it. She even did it without me asking for it.

I've never experienced sex with a guy. I had a suck buddy in highschool. I want to get fucked by a man though. I had the strap-on with my ex and that was great. But I want a man to fuck me until he cums in my mouth and on my face. The funny thing is when I'm not horny, I don't have any of these thoughts. Wonder why that is.

+++I just want to thank you for keeping my secret. Even though we didn't work out, I still have fond memories of you.

Gender: male
Sexual Orientation: bisexual


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Big brother bafflement

1) I fantasies about my boyfriend's older brother. I think about "what if he likes me back and kisses me or fucks me" he has a toddler that adores me. His kid favors me in the hole world. I always fantasize that his kid wants me as his mother and we live happily ever after. My boyfriends brother is divorced and he is extremely sexy. He has had 4 or 5 girlfriends after his failed marriage. He looks at me when he thinks no one has notices but I notice. He has called other people my name, what does that mean? His kid has called me mom acouple of times. He us a difficult person to deal with but I know I can help him.

2) I had a family member (cousin) touch me. I liked it. I was just a kid. I think because of this, it made me fantasizes about girls. I would love to lick a pussy and watch her reactions but keep it a secret. I think I'm bi-sexual. I would never tell a soul because everyone thinks I'm way to perfect but I'm not. I would love to fuck a random sexy man or my professor.

3) in class I would fantasize about my professor fucking me in his office. I'd wear a skirt without any panties and I bend over so he could see my wet pussy and he would finer me. I dont think im passing his class. It's so hard to cofuse. He's an ex military soldier and just knowing that is so fucking sexy. I'd let him fuck me anywhere and anytime.

4) I love to masterbate. I've probably done it 6 times already today. I'm forsure going to fibger myself right after this 5 secrets. I love watching porn or hentai it makes me super wet. More then my boyfriend. I love his hard cock but it doesn't make me super wet.

5) I'd love to findout if my boyfriend's brother likes me. I don't think I could do anything because it's already been done/played.


To admin:
I don't think your into this job anymore. Why? You use up put so much soul and terrific ideas.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: bisexual

Admin here --

You're right, I'm not really into it anymore. I started this website during a phase in my life when all I wanted was for someone else to help me. I was incredibly depressed, felt helpless to better my situation, and didn't have many (any?) friends. Since then a lot of things in my life have changed. I went to counseling. I went back to school. I have many close friends. I'm not depressed anymore. Now that things are different for me I realize that there really isn't much I can do to help people unless they are already ready to help themselves. Beyond that, I'm a lot busier now (particularly because of school) and just don't have much time to spend on the site. The main reason I still update it occasionally is that I put so much work and time into it during the first year that I feel it would be a shame to just shut it down, but I don't really know what I DO want to do with it yet.

K

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26 and counting

I am 100% gay, well lesbian.

I get fucked to the point of exhaustion everynight by my boyfriend who still doesn't know, because nobody knows except the 26 girls I have fucked since I accepted my sexuality.

I found out today I was pregnant after a job interview, and was planning to tell my boyfriend I was gay.

I hide rope burn and bruises from everyone because they don't know I am in love with bondage.

My boyfriend has a nine inch dick that's about 6 inchies in diameter, and it has complexity destroyed my body, I can never tell the girls I fuck I have a boyfriend because of how horrible he makes me feel when he fucks me.
Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: gay


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Heavy is better than homeless


#1 I hate myself....I am 250lbs and I try so hard to lose weight but always fail. Last time I weighed this much I stoped eating not because I wanted yo but because I was homeless and poor...I lost 85 lbs in 3 months as unhealthy as that is it was the first time I felt good about myself now I have a house and a job and I'm fat again.
#2 When I was 13 I tries to kill myself I endes up slicing my arm but not deep enough but it felt soooo good. I didn't even know what a "cutter" was back then and sometimes I still do it.
#3 I was in a car wreck when I was 18 and my best friend was thrown from the car I was fine but she died in my arms I'm now 24 and I still have nightmares about it every night I think it should've been me.
#4 My boyfriend abuses me mental physically and emotionally I would also say sexually but he IS my boyfriend.
#5 I'm secretly addicted to girls everything about then is beautiful.


Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: other


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Done fucked himself

I used to fantasize about having gay sex and I used to let my ex fuck me with dildos and vibrators. Now that we're not together any more I don't think about either.

I miss the way she sucked my dick. She would do it while I was sleeping and sometimes I would wake up to her sucking me with her finger in my ass.

I have a girlfriend now who I love very much but I have dreams of fucking my ex.

I jacked off yesterday for the first time since I've been with her. It felt weird.

My new girl wants to do things to my ass but I told her that I don't do stuff like that and I never will. If she only new how much I like being fucked in the ass.

Gender: male
Sexual Orientation:other


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Movie sex is better anyway

One
I have amazing sex with my boyfriend all the time but still imagine what other guys would be like.
Two
I am attracted to my best friend.... who is a girl and I've never thought of myself being bisexual and she's the only girl I've ever thought about and I've seen her almost fully naked
Three
I'm scared of being bisexual. I feel like it would prevent me from having a normal life
Four
I want to have crazy kinky sex. And a threesome but I'm scared of stds and my boyfriend would never go for it
Five
I get turned on reading sex scenes in books, watching fake sex in movies (not porn) and reading jokes about sex. And I've never watched a porno or seen naked pictures


Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: n/a



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Kiss and tell

1. I kissed two guys right after me and my boyfriend broke up,(they were his best friends) he can't forgive me.
2. I got drunk for the first time with my best friend. We ended up kissing and touching/playing around with eachother... My best friend is a girl. So I guess that's also the first time iv ever done anything with a girl.
3.I act like all the mean words don't hurt me at school, but when it comes down to it I replay those words in my head and just cry..
4.iv feel like the biggest failure and disappointment
5.People tell me I'm beautiful but I feel like a hideous monster


Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight


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Threeways aren't all they're cracked up to be

1. I am pretty sure im bi-polar

2. i get mad at my girlfriend when i have thoughts about how many people she has been with or anytime i see one of her ex's.  weve been dating for a couple of years. i just get in a bad mood towards her when i have those thoughts and i won't even tell her why.

3. i also get mad at her if im watching a porn or a conversation comes up about 3 somes. she has had one (that i know of) and i havent. i feel like i resent her for that and me not having a threesome.

4. I have the craziest sex fantasys and i mean crazy.  I love wild, rough, and crazy sex. i just wish my girl would open up.  2 years and she hasn't.

5. I love pussy but i have a urge to suck a guys cock.  nothing else.  i really want to have a guy force me to.  and i want to while a girl (either my girl friend or some other woman) watchs and/or video tapes it.

Gender: male
Sexual Orientation: other


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I suck at math too

1) even though i hate the idea of marriage, there is only one guy that knows that if i'm with him, then my idea of it is completely turned around

2) I still feel uncomfortable with my body around him though. I have these weird mole/pimple things on my leg and after popping/ destroying one, i have a purple discoloration. I wear board shorts over my swimsuit bottoms now

3) I've been yelled at by my boyfriend that i need to eat more. I dont weigh even a hundred pounds and never want to again. today he had told me i need to eat more and he doesn't want to see me in the hospital because my body can't handle the lack of nutrition. what kills me is that even after him saying that i want to keep 'starving' myself.

4) I don't not eat everyday but i dont eat much. i eat when i get home from school and tell myself that's all i should eat. I think I may have a problem but i'm not sure if i care

5) i'm getting tutoring by my boyfriend and i feel stupid. its geometry which people tell me is hard anyway but when it comes to math, i feel dyslexic. i dont look forward to tutoring ever

*bonus* I dont know if i'm straight or bisexual. i have only liked guys and done anything as far as making out with them, but i have always found girls sexy. It bugs me to no extent that i dont know but dont want to say i'm something i'm not.. (K do you have any advice on that? I'm scared to ask any friends or family)

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight

[Don't worry about labels. I think that sexuality is fluid and that most people make WAY too big of a deal about it. Call yourself whatever you identify the most strongly with, if you must call yourself something. It sounds like that is straight, but don't give yourself a hard time for thinking girls are sexy or any other "gay" thoughts. I know plenty of straight men and women who have messed around with or fantasized about people of the same gender and just as many gay men and women who mess around with people of the opposite gender, and everything in between. People are attracted to people, not gender.
K]


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Maybe you're a good person already

One: I wake up everyday feeling like a failure even though I work two jobs it still feels like I should be doing more.

Two: i think I'm bisexual I don't want to be I really want to be with a guy but I have thoughts about girls also

Three: I'm I'm love with this one guy who prob. Don't even give a damn about me cause he has a GF. But me and him had sex twice and it was great. I'm no home wrecker but I can't help who I love

Four: I enjoy watching porn I can watch it like I'm watching regular tv

Five: I really want to be a better person I just don't know how

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight


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David Silver's come a long way

1. I'm never satisfied with anything ever. I always have high expectations and that's how I stay miserable.
2. I'm bisexual I guess. I would totally do anything and everything with another girl. They actually know what they're doing, guys get kind of boring.
3. When I was 6 years old, my brother made me suck his dick and have anal sex with him. Hes only two years older than me.
4. If I could be anyone I wanted to be for a day, I would be Brian Green. I would just be all over Megan Fox the whole time. She's one hot babe (;
5. I feel so lonely and disconnected. I wish I had a bestfriend that I could relate to.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: bisexual


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Flashing mom

1. my sexual thoughts are just getting more crazier everyday

2. i wish my girl would be more open and kinkier during sex

3. im a closet bisexual.  nobody knows that i have givin 2 guys head before.

4. i want to suck my friend off.  i think he is bi but dont know how to approch him about letting me suck his dick

5. i have left naked pics of me on my cell phone sitting on the table at my parents house so that my mom or sister might pick the phone up while i leave the room long time so they have a better chance of going through my phone.


extra.  I want to have a threesome with a guy and a girl and have the girl watch me pleasure the guy before she joins

Gender: male
Sexual Orientation: bisexual



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Is it okay if it's your own?

1. I'm a closet bisexual

2. I wish my wife was open to watching me with another man.

3. The best sexual expeeience I've had was feeling a cock slide in and out of my freshly creamed in ass.

4.  I have been with a tranny.

5. I want to eat cum out of my wifes freshly fucked pussy.

Gender: male
Sexual Orientation: bisexual


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No forced babies!

1.I don't think I truly love my huaband. The only reason I stay with him because he is a nice guy. He spends his whole life on chasing money. I don't like it at all.

2. I hate my husband's family. They are always trying to control me and arrange my fucking life. Go to hell.
I don't want have baby for my life. they are cute but not for me. Families manage to force me have baby, I don't know what to do under this pressure. Divorce may be a choice.

3. I agree to marry my husband just because i have sex with him before marriage and i fear he would tell my parents.

4. When I was young, I was told money can't buy happiness and book can introduce you a wonderful world. It is true.

5.I loved a girl when i am teen. I am a bi.


Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: bisexual


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So you really should x3 for some girls eh?

1. I'm sexually frustrated.
2. I'm only 18 & I want to start a family already
3. My boyfriend think he's the only one I've been with (sexually) but I actually have been with 3 guys total.
4. I want to have a mother daughter relationship but she doesn't & it kills me inside. I want to be a better mom than her.
5. I'm strongly attracted to girls. & I've already kissed 5.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: n/a



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You don't know me!

1) I'm bisexual and nobody knows but me.
2) I'm an atheist and I can't tell anyone because all my friends are hardcore catholics and they would hate me.
3) I'm in love with this guy and it seems like he likes me too, but it's highly improbable that he does. :U
4) I promised my best friend that I would never fall in love and I broke it. She told me how much heartbreak hurts and that's why I made the promise to her, but I had already experienced heartbreak before and I never told her.
5) My other best friend was talking to me about how she could practically read my mind and how she knows me so well. I just played along with it, but she doesn't know what I'm thinking and she doesn't know me at all. Nobody does.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: bisexual


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Lowercase

1. I'M AFRAID TO GROW UP.  I WISH I DIDNT HAVE TO DEPEND ON OTHER PEOPLE. I WISH I CAN DEPEND ON MYSELF. I WISH I KNEW HOW TO EVEN START.

2. IM GAY AND I HAVENT CAME OUT TO ANYBODY... NEVER BEEN SEXUALLY ACTIVE WITH A GIRL BEFORE OR LOVED.

3. I'VE BEEN SEXUALLY HARRASED WHEN I WAS CHILD... BY MY FATHER.. AND HIS JAIL FRIEND.

4.  I CRY EVERY NIGHT  BECAUSE I GET THWARTED  OF THE FACT IM UNHAPPY AND DON'T KNOW HOW TO PICK MYSELF BACK UP..

5.  I COMPLETELY HATE MY STEP DAD. SOMETIMES I THINK ABOUT COMMITING suicide. I KEEP A KNIFE ON THE SIDE OF MY BED...

SOMEONE HELP ME

Rawr7zefia@aol.com

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: bisexual


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Looking without touching is so not fun

1. I find girls to be beautiful in each and everyway. I find myself checking out a girl before I will even look at a man. I've never actually done anything with a female before but th opportunity has arose a couple of times.
2. I am a sex addict
3. I'm not sure if I love him  the way he loves me. Truth is I'm not sure can be faithful to him. I love sex and I need a lot of it. If he can't give me all the sex I want then I will look for it elsewhere.
4. My daughter might not be his. I'm not sure how to tell him its really true he loves her so much. Truth is I don't think I want her to be his either. I'm so confused. 
5. I'm still in love with my ex. We never were really together but I really love him. I'm not sure if he feels the same about me. I wish he'd just tell me. So I could tell him he might be my babys father.  0lease give me some advice I fear I may never be truly happy

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight
[If you think you're really a sex addict, I'm not sure what to tell you. I don't have any experience with that one, so all I can say is that you might want to seek counseling. Most addiction issues are really a way of making up for some other deficit in your life - love, approval, self esteem, whatever. If this addiction is negatively impacting your life you need to face it and try to conquer it.

If you're not happy with your partner, try to work it out by talking to him and if you don't think that's possible or if you've already tried yourself out, leave him. There is no reason to stay with someone who doesn't make you happy and it doesn't sound like he does. Another thing to consider is whether or not you would be happy with ANYONE right now. If you're not happy on your own, no partner is going to "make" you happy.

Get a paternity test on your daughter and go from there. You may be worrying over nothing. And if you've been curious about women for a long time, give it a shot. It won't kill you and who knows, it might be the best thing you ever did for yourself.

K]




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Only when lonely

I've had sex with at least 15 guys.

I want to have sex with more.

I dream of being submissive to a group of men.

I jerk off daily to gay porn.

I remarried my ex-wife only because I was lonely.

Gender: male
Sexual Orientation: bisexual


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I've heard that Boise is lovely

1- I wish I could secretly find a way to punish or even have ex foster dad torcherously killed for all the years of sexual abuse he put me through.
2- I want out of my current marriage, the endless fighting, lonliness, constant disfunctional co dependant nature to each other, so so unhappy
3- wish I would love myself enough let go of shit and move on with life and be dependable and trustworthy even to myself.
4- I love having sex with women...
5- wish I could pack all my shit and hit the open road and never come back to this shitville state of ID again.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: bisexual



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