1. For the first time in my 3 year marriage/five year relationship I want to have a hot and steamy affair. I don't because when I look around I don't see any attractive men. Maybe I just need a male friend who is kind to me like my husband used to be.
2. Before I was married I loved sex. Now I really see it as a chore to shut my husband up. He has gotten really boring and selfish in bed.
3. I think the only reason I don't leave (at least long enough to scare him) is because of our toddler whom I need as much as she needs me. She is my true reason for breathing. I couldn't bear being away from her when she went to visit him.
4. My father in law is the biggest cocksucking scumbag around and I have panic attacks when I see my husband resemble his personality in the least. He claims he will never turn into him but I don't think that's the truth and that scares the shit out of me.
5. I am clearly ticked off at my husband and by the time this is published I hopefully be back to loving him again. I just need to start sticking up for myself more and letting him know he will not get away with treating me with any less respect than I deserve.
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