Trying to get caught

1.... I've been with my husband-to-be for 7 and some change years and been messing with another man for almost three....
2.... I've been wanna leave both of them for my needs of feeling single and free
3.... I fantastize about both of my men fuckin me the same time!!!!!
4.... I wanna get caught with one or the other already. No one knows, it's getting boring!!
5.... need to fuck a girl desperately overdue for some bad!!!!!!!........