Seriously creepy hallucination!

I'm aroused by blood.  Lots of it.

I want kids, but I think I'm too afraid I'll abuse them.

I would be happy never eating again.

Nighttime scares the shit out of me.  Sometimes I will even hallucinate cadavers grinning horridly at me.  I make sure to shut every window and shade, and sleep to music so I can drive away evil.

My boyfriend is too inexperienced (and too caught up) to know I fake it.