Fool me twice

1. I had a miscarriage five years ago and to this day blame myself. I was depressed and drinking and smoking weed. I didn't know I was pregnant. Maybe if I'd of known it wouldn't have happened?

2. I have been raped twice. Once when I was 16 and then 17. That saying "fool me twice" replays over and over...

3. I am my boss's favourite at work, it pisses the other girls off but I like it.

4. I have been with my boyfriend for 6 years but we hardly ever have sex anymore. He never goes to bed when I do so I masturbate pretty much every night, usually thinking of other girls like my boss or my best friend. Or much older men

5. I also fantasize about being a young girl getting taken advantage of by an older man.