Living in the past

1. i miss my ex. he knows i still have feelings for him but he doesnt know everything like how i want to spend the rest of my life with him. everything good he tells me about me i cant beleive just because of my low self confidence but i know he would never lie. i wish we could repeat everything just so i could be with him again.

2. i was only twelve when i met my ex and fell in love with him

3. i want my ex to be my first

4. im afraid if i tell him exactly how i feel he would never talk to me again.

5. he only talks to me when i talk to him first. he tells me all these things like how hes still in love with me but he still has a girlfriend. i use to give him advise about his girlfriend but havent sense i told him i still have feelings for him.