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Monday, July 19, 2010

Hatred is the madness of the heart

hate so full hate. im so full of hate and cant let it go. im the type of person to old a grunge. i would hurt
myself just to hurt someone that crossed me..

my outlook in life changed four years ago..

i sold drugs for ten years and the last five years i sold big..10,000 $ a week
and that was the end of the biginay of my life.

im not going in to detail. but thats when life crashed down..i had a best friend that hurt me so bad that even four years later i stillwont let anybody close to me..and if i could murder him and not go to prison i would.

if i could go back in time the last time we got high together when he put the pipe to his mouth i would stab him with 100cc of pure uncut dope and watch him foam out of his mouth..get out of his truck and walk a way never looking back...one day i will ether find revenge or forgiveness .....but this hate is killing me


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  1. It is awful that you have such hate for someone that you once called a friend. Well, that seems to be what drugs to do people. If there is any way for you to get out of the game I would suggest doing that. You will be alot happier when you don't have to worry about being found out. Also about the ex best friend issue, just stay clear of this person if they did something that is unforgiveable. If you feel that you can make amends you should. If not move on. Get an honest job. Make a living for yourself. You will feel alot better.

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