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Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Sweet dreams


This is my first time posting on here, I just love the website. I'm sure it helps a lot of people. Anyways...

1. I broke up with my girlfriend of 2 years cuz I'm going into the military for 4 years and I can't do long distance relationships. I loved her with all my heart. 

2. It has always been a dream of mine to live on the beach. So when I get out of the Air Force I'm going to live in Florida. I hope to spend the rest of my life there. :)

3. I was molested when I was around 6 or 7 by someone younger then me, it was a guy and I'm a guy. God helped me get over it now it doesn't bother me.

4. I was addicted to porn for a straight year when I was 15(started at 15 ended a little before 16). About 5 months into it or a little less I realized what I was doing and after looking through my stepdads porn magazines everyday after school, I would get on my knees and pray to God that I never pick them up again. I would cry and pray over and over again. No one ever knew but me and God. God is the reason I am not addicted anymore. :)

5. When I get out of the Air Force and move to Florida I will find a beautiful girl to love all my life and to show her not everyguy is the same. I look forward to that part of my life so much and I sometimes forget that I'm 18 and that is 4 years away... that's forever to me. Lol. :) 

Bonus: To everyone who thinks about killing yourself, please don't. People do care for you, I do and I don't even know you! And most of all God loves you! I hope and pray you see the love he has for you! 

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  1. Hi,
    I'm a reader and I read a lot of posts on here. Every once in awhile when I get the time or I'm not busy with my kids I like to look back at the older posts and comment on some of them, I don't know why I do?? I guess it's just silly fun. = ) I'm posting on yours because Secret #1 reminding me so much of me and my husbands relationship for some odd reason, lol.
    We dated when we were in high school together and had a great relationship but we too had are up and downs. Who doesn't, right?? Anyways, one day he decided to go into the Marines, I was devastated. One thing after another we broke up, still in love with one another very much! He too said he wouldn't be able to do a long-distance.(he's very independent, sounds like you are too) But I begged him and begged him and promised him that I would stay true to him and he finally gave in! We just loved each other too much to be apart. Right now it's his 3rd year in the Marines and we are more than happy then ever. He's living on base and I'm still living at our apartment with our 2 wonderful kids. We talk on the phone whenever he gets a chance and write lots of letters! Not married yet, but were planning that real soon! He's training to become an officer, I'm truly excited for him! We've never been so happy in our lives! I'm very blessed. There's a lot of people out there who say they have a bf/gf's in the Military and how horrible it is. But let me fill ya in on a little secret **It's not all that horrible**. If your strong and you have God by your side to help you get through the hard times in your life then you can make it through anything. Same goes for *love*. So there is my 2 cents. Lol! I hope everything works out for you in the end. And good luck in the Air Force. = ) What your doing is great for our country because God himself knows we need it.

    P.S. Never give up on true love because you might not be able to find it again.

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