Ten days and counting

1. I'm 17 and have been dating the same boy for the past year. We broke up last week and he already dates someone else. I keep finding out all the shit he did behind my back while we were dating and it hurts so bad. Even though he hurt ne I still love him more than anything and would go back to him in a second.

2. I would hook up with my ex all the time if he wanted me too. I know it would hurt me, but it would be worth it to be close to him for a little while.

3. I have been sexually active since I was fourteen and have been with five different guy. I'm ashamed of it because I only loved two of them, one of them being the boy from above.

4. To all of my friends I'm a strong and independent person who always speaks her mind and is a bitch to anyone who gets in her way, but I actually only act that way to hide all the real pain I keep inside.

5.I can't be single. I miss my ex and am not ready to move on, but I can't take being alone. I know how pathetic that sounds, but I'm working on it. I have been single ten days, and that's the longest in four years.


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