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Monday, July 5, 2010

Ten days and counting

1. I'm 17 and have been dating the same boy for the past year. We broke up last week and he already dates someone else. I keep finding out all the shit he did behind my back while we were dating and it hurts so bad. Even though he hurt ne I still love him more than anything and would go back to him in a second.

2. I would hook up with my ex all the time if he wanted me too. I know it would hurt me, but it would be worth it to be close to him for a little while.

3. I have been sexually active since I was fourteen and have been with five different guy. I'm ashamed of it because I only loved two of them, one of them being the boy from above.

4. To all of my friends I'm a strong and independent person who always speaks her mind and is a bitch to anyone who gets in her way, but I actually only act that way to hide all the real pain I keep inside.

5.I can't be single. I miss my ex and am not ready to move on, but I can't take being alone. I know how pathetic that sounds, but I'm working on it. I have been single ten days, and that's the longest in four years.


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