Love outweighs the pain

I am still deeply in love with my ex, but it doesnt seem like she feels the same for me anymore.

The thing that kills me the most is that she was the one that wanted me in the beginning, she used to come over all the time, and she used to want me to come over her place all the time. When it was time for me to go, she didnt want me to so i didnt leave i always stayed longer. Now she doesnt even ask me to come over. She used to text and call me all the time, now im lucky if i talk to her at all on the phone. All i want is to here her voice and see her face, like i use to.

My friends ask me why do i stay around, and wait for her to come back. I wouldnt expect them to understand what i do, and why i do it. There were times before this where she would break up with me and i always stayed by her side.

But this time, it is so different. Before she would tell me, dont give up on me. But now it just seems that she doesnt want me anymore. What am i suppose to do? Why doesnt she love me anymore?

It hurts so bad to stay around this time because i can feel the change in her heart. But i am so deep in love, and just want her back. My love out weighs the pain, but somedays it just hurts...

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