You ARE better than all this.

I had sex on my period.

He didn't use a condom.

I was so scared cause I'm not on birth control, I didn't exactly tell him that because I was so horny. 

But the sad part is I haven't told him I'm still with him because I need to know there's an outlet in this life to get out.

And it's been that way since my friend committed suicide last year, I just don't know what to do with my life. I can't get pass things anymore and I keep making mistakes and I'm scared I'm going to end up ruining my life. I feel like in some ways if I feel like my life is a waste I'll be closer to her. And whenever I'm on the verge of falling I get back up because I always hear her telling me I'm better than all of this.

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