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Friday, September 3, 2010

Three by five


1. My so-called "best friend" would much rather get fucked by her boyfriend then be a good friend to me. I'm still contemplating giving her the suicide letter I wrote to her when I had the plan to kill myself, but it says how great of a friend she is and now she's not that friend anymore. I hope karma kicks her in the ass. I never knew life would be so good WITHOUT her.

2. I asked my mom for a therapist to help with my problems, she said yes which surprised me. then she asked me a simple question and I talked to her for hours about what's going on in my life, I've never felt so close to my mom, but I'm still scared to tell her everything.

3. One of my friends messaged my ex on facebook trying to help me mend the relationship since he wouldn't reply to me. Well, he replied to her. She showed me the messages. He said he was done with me and he didn't want to talk to me again. I've never cried so hard in my life, but I've also never been so at ease to know that he is happy now and I'm no longer causing him pain. My heart is shattered, but just knowing he's happy is all I need to move on. I will never stop loving him though.

4.I almost had sex with this guy who I don't like that much, but he made me come three times in less then five minutes with his finger which makes me wonder how he works his dick. I fear I will end up having sex with him and I don't want to.

5.I wish happiness grew on trees.

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1 comment:

  1. my life is better without my ex-best friend, too!

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