Everything will be okay, with or without him

1)i've only had one boyfriend. that's all i ever needed
2)i still love him. He has a new girlfriend after a week we broke up and I want her to hurt so badly.
3)I self harm because of the shit he's put me through and yet i'd go back with him without thinking
4)i want to date his friend Alex or my friend Chris jut to see his reaction
5)I dont know how long i can keep this act up. the acting like i'm okay even if people see i'm crumbling. I want someone to see my scars and tell me that i'm going to be okay. that everything will be okay.. I want my ex to tell me that..

Gender: male
Sexual Orientation: straight



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