If only parents were infallible

.1. Everyone sees me as happy...but I'm not. I hated myself and think of ways to end it...I stay for my sister.
2.I have no friends..just aquaintences, because I don't let ppl run over me. I've been used for 23 yrs..no more.
3.I'm a hair stylist.so I've become amazing at faking emotion. I even fake my emotions for my fiance. I feel like dexter...minus the killing people
4.my parents constantly drag me into their arguements. My dad cheated.
5. I think my mom hates me, she never talkes to me and always bitches at me and makes plans with me then cancels at the last min. She's the biggest reason I wish I was dead...

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: other



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