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Saturday, December 25, 2010

Why not leave

1. I cry only when I'm alone, and often. I hate to be vulnerable, and feel like I've become so weak. It doesn't help.
2. I think I'd be better off alone. No one to answer to. No one to . No one to clean up after. No one to consult with etc.
4. I feel like I'm leading a double life. All bc I feel like I need to hide everything. I have no privacy and it has forced me into hiding everything.
5. Ive been with my husband for a decade. We have lost all our Passion. All of our communication and what seems like a loss of care.
I don't even know if it is worth trying to fix. We will never be that Lovey Lovey sickeningly cute couple.
I don't know if we can ever be happy .
I've been looking elsewhere to fulfill my emotional needs and I know it is wrong. He found out and it has been a million times worse.
I want to feel love and appreciated. By anyone.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight


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