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Friday, January 28, 2011

There are tests for that

One.
I may be pregnant. It may not be my husbands. I got raped by his friend the day before my husband and I had sex. I shouldn't even be pregnant in the first place but I guess that's what happens when you put your birth control in two days late.

Two.
The guy who raped me is a closer friend to me than my husband. So it hurts that he actually did that to me. I can't stand the fact of him not being around though.

Three.
My friend still talks to his ex. I'm the reason he calls her "ex". Unfortunately, after every possible emotion he could put me through and after everything I've done for him (like save him from that bad relationship) he decides to tell me "he still belongs to her." Worst part is, I find myself extremely jealous. I don't want to be anymore.

Four.
I'm terrified of driving in small cars. I got in a bad accident in December and everything changed. I was a passenger in a truck in that car accident and it was really bad. So I just imagine what it would be like in a small car. Even after I get a new car again, I'll never be able to drive the way I did before.

Five.
I'm having to make a choice between taking my anxiety pills or guessing that I'm pregnant. I can't take me pills if I suspect I'm pregnant because of the type of medicine it is. It sucks cause I really needed to take one this morning but couldn't out of the fear of what it would do to my baby if I was pregnant.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight



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