The first time is always the worst

i'm 15 and a virgin, I tried having sex last night but it hurt :(.

I feel so stupid now cause i was so tight

he said we don't need sex to make our realationship work. But i really want to sleep with him.

I think i only want to because all my friends have. They all told me it doesn't hurt.

I wonder why it hurt me and not them :( x