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Saturday, March 6, 2010

Gotta get away

1) I am 36 and have absolutely no idea what I want to be when I grow up. I have no focus and no motivation to do anything.

2) I should be on antidepressants (I know I am a chronic depressive) but I have no health insurance. This worries me.

3) I don't like having sex with my husband; it's boring and I don't get aroused. We haven't actually kissed in years.

4) My 5 year old son is the only thing that keeps me here and functioning on a daily basis. Knowing this, I fantasize about leaving my husband and taking my son with me. I can't because I have no job, no money, and nowhere to go.

5) Strangely, I sometimes fantasize about leaving my current life behind and running away--just me. This would devastate me and my family but I think about doing it anyway.

1 comment:

  1. I am glad 2 know I am not the only one! I have been w my bf for 5 years he isn't well endowed and the sex sucks bad. we do not kiss and haven't since I don't know when! it's like having sex w a stranger, no foreplay no kising just the 2 minutes it takes for him to get off!

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