Battered

1) I'm terrified of getting cancer. I know so many people who have been affected and I don't want to be one of them
2) I fear never finding someone to be with
3) I'm in love with a guy that I can't have
4) When I'm really upset I think about cutting or ways to kill myself, sometimes it's because of my mother
5) I'm too afraid to attempt number four so I usually end up hitting myself