Be the change you wish to see

1.I had a 3some with my boyfriend and my best friend and she didn't know me and him were together and I knew she liked him
2.we're not together anymore but he lives with me, I just turnd 18 and he's 17 and he he sleeps with other girls or whatever and tells me its for money etc. But these girls really think he's with them
3.I wanna die ..I think about it a lot when I'm sad sometimes I feel alone
4.I've robbed someone before, I pepper-sprayed an old lady an took all her shit
5.I have no hope in humanity