Every good relationship begins with trust

1. I don't believe my friends when they tell me that they care about me.
2. I wish that one of these days I'd get hit by a car or something, but I don't want to die.
3. I do want people to pay attention to me more, but that's not why I do what I do.
4. I do because it made me feel better for a short time, when nothing else could.
5. I don't trust myself at all. I'm scared of myself.