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Monday, May 10, 2010

If your mind can conceive it and your heart can believe it....

5. I cheated on my husband more times than I can count within a period of a few months. He doesn't know. I will never tell him and I will never do it again. I did it because he cheated on me with an ex before we got married and lied about it for 7 months.

4. My husband's mom passed away from cancer 4 years ago. I hate that the death anniversary is always near Mother's Day. I'm a mom of 2 kids & there is always a dark cloud over a day that I am supposed to be appreciated for.

3. I don't even know how my husband can enjoy sex with me. I know I'm great in bed but I'm disgusted with my body. It makes me sick. I always leave my top on.

2. A lot of days, I have to force myself to clean the house, shower, vacuum, etc. I hate myself for it but I don't know what else to do. I'm already on anti-depressants. I just get so tired of doing the same thing everyday. Same mess, different day.

1. I'm just not happy. I hate where I live. I hate that I gave up my hopes & dreams to start a family. I hate that I'm always supporting my husband in his career choices & I don't have any of my own. I've sacrificed my entire life for others.

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