Private meeting in the break room

#1.I told my man of 4 years he gave me an std from him sleeping around but truth is I cheated once and I think I actually gave it to him
#2.last night I decided the next fight me and my man have I'm going to sleep with by Co worker in the break room
#3.I make myself throw up whenever I feel full.  It's such a bad habit but no one knows I do it.  And have been for three years
#4.my biggest fear is being fat I literally cry even thinking about it.
#5.I bought a dildo last month and haven't wanted to fuck my man since