Life is complicated either way

1. I tell people I don't keep any secrets and I tell everyone personal things so they won't suspect what I am actually hiding.

2. I've been with my girlfriend for two and a half years but I am in love with a guy. I think he might love me back but I'm too scared to find out and risk my relationship.

3. I think if he hadn't said it would be wrong, I would have slept with him. But if he was the kind of guy that would do that, I wouldn't have wanted to.

4. I still think about hurting myself even though I do not do it anymore. I'm not sure if that's good or bad.

5. I act like I'm out and  proud. But really, I wish I were straight so my life wouldn't be as complicated.