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Wednesday, June 30, 2010

What a wonderful world

1. people think I'm a big slut. They think I'm this huge freak that does everything with every guy she sees. I'm not like that at all. I'm still a virgin. Boys think I'm easy and that they can get it. I lead them on to it. I don't know why I do it, but it ends up hurting me more in the end. I just want someone to embrace me.
2. I don't think I'm very pretty. People always call me sexy, pretty, cute, beautiful, etc. but I never want to believe it. I put myself out to be vain so that no one really sees that i think I'm ugly.
3. I hate people I call my friends sometimes. Some may call me fake but deep down they are really shallow and REALLY vain. Though I pretend to act like them I hate it and it eats me up inside.
4. I just want someone to really care and take me in their arms while I just cry on their shoulder. I need them.
5. I'm afraid of everything even though I say I'm afraid of nothing. That is pretty blunt to me.

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1 comment:

  1. This is me in a nut shell. Trust me, you're not alone.

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