Aspiring gay man

I'm so scared of getting older. I know that if I had kids, and a husband, I would leave.because I can't stay in one place for long.

I lied about being raped in order to make friends at a new school. I feel awful about it, but now I'm stuck in the lie.

I can't take much longer in this hell that I call home.

Sometimes, I wish that I was a guy, just so I could be gay.

I'm close to  becoming anorexic. I feel like being skinny is the only way for me to get anywhere in life.


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