* My self esteem is really low. I have had times that I felt really good about myself but recently I feel awful.
* I want to be skinny. Yet every time I get sad I eat. If I get happy, I eat. Any emotion makes me eat. I don't understand why I use food in such a way that it just causes me to hate myself even more.
* I am not that big, as my second secret my suggest, but I hate who I am. I use to be close to 300 pounds. After getting pregnant and having a child I went from 300 to 190 pounds. Now I can't lose anymore.
* I sometimes don't know how to respond when my boyfriend tells me I am beautiful. I wonder where he sees that at.
* I am so tired of hearing people say they love me for my personality. yes I like knowing I am a nice person but sometimes I just want to be beautiful to a stranger. Someone that doesn't know my personality.
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