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Saturday, July 10, 2010

A harsh reminder

1. I would sit at the top of the stairs until I was six watching my biological mother getting the crap beat out of her by my brothers father. One night he threw plates at her, I have cuts on my face in remembrance of that night.
2. I have been apart of my foster families life for over thirteen years, they dont know that I started smoking pot again. It would kill my mom because she thinks I've been clean for two years.
3. Last night I drank a bit, because we were out of weed, as long as I'm a little intoxicated I'm fine. Although last time thats how I got addicted to e and oxys.
4. My sons father used to tie me down and force me to give him head. He cheated on me three times while I was pregnent and numerous times before and after, his stupid actions caused me to be more hatefull and jealous then I ever  Knew was possible.
5. When my current boy friend and I first started dating I knew it would hurt him if I talked to the father of my child( since hes a deadbeat father, and has only seen his son, maybe, seven times since he was born) but since my current boy friend isnt hurt easily I was basically testing to see what I could get away with. I feel horrible saying it now because hes my prince charming, the man of my dreams.

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