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Sunday, July 18, 2010

Isolationism to the extreme

(I'm) I can't wait to get out of this house. it's just me and my mom and it can get really frustrating at time. I'm 17 and I can't wait til I'm eighteen but I know the door to freedom won't be that easy to open.

(obsessed)I'm finally over my Ex. well at least I'm just planning to ignore him until he goes away. we have this on and off relationship for a year but it needs to end because were wrong for eachother. he only wants sex anyway. I do too! this is just too confusing with us.

(with) I have done bad things in the past with boys. that's why I can't wait to graduate so I never have to see them again. all the sneaking out with boyfriends and sexual activities in crazy places (woods, basements, cars, even in school) is really haunting me. I can easily pretend like things didn't happen. I just changed from my ways but now it's too late to take back what I've done and who I've done it with.

(Five) phone sex with strangers and kissing boys I wasn't dating at the time are more things I regret.

(Secrets) I really feel like I can just leave my family and everything behind if I had the chance. my friends feel disposable right now too. all people think about is sex, money, and how they can use somebody else. so if I could move to a island by my self with unlimited food... I would.


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