The other side of the fence

1) I'm sleeping with my friend's husband. Its been going on for about 4 months now or so. We hangout a couple times a week, and it's the most amazing sex I've ever had. And I'm falling in love with him too.
2) Did I mention that he's almost 15 years older than me?
3) I think about my ex everyday. I honestly wish I could go back and not break up with him. I got bored and found something that looked better (momentarily), and then realized that the other guy wasn't better.
4) I would give up everything with married guy and all other guys, if the ex mentioned in number 3 would come back into my life and be with me again. Absolutely no questions asked.
5) I kind of want to be in a porn, but I dont have the body or the guts to do it.

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