Wishing for a spotless mind

1. My Life is falling apart. I really don't know what to do from now on.

2. I never been on a Date and I'm 17 (Female) it sucks ! ; I need someone to Love me, take me out, have fun with me, talk to me, Ect... I need LOVE ! Why the Guy that I always wanted never took me serious ? Now I gotta deal with this Broken Heart and it hurts sooo bad and it hurts even more to know that he was my 1st.This is the worst pain EVER ! I cry almost every night cuz of HIM :'(

3. I fell in Love with Him and he only used me and treated me soo bad for no reasons. All I did was cared for him & be by his side no matter what. I was with him for 1 year and a half.  We broke up like 3 weeks ago. I still love him, but I know I need to move on. I just don't know how to forget about Everything ! He's on my mind 24/7 and I HATE it ! I want to forget about him sooo bad, but everything in Life takes time, so I'll just wait (Sighs) "/ Sometimes I regret meeting him. I wish I could go back and erase every little moment that we had, but I know that's not gonna happen, for now.

4. I want to get Marry & have Kids one day, but that Dream seems to be falling apart too. I want to have a Family with a Passion and have my own Apartment and love my Husband with all my Heart. I wish that would of been Numb.3, but I know that'll NEVER happen. He's looking for a GF now ; I feel so Sad cuz I don't want to start all over again (Looking for a new BF). I wanted Him. I wanted to be with him my whole entire Life. All I hope is that I find the Right Guy this time. I know God is gonna help me :)

5. Ken Rawlings, right ? The famous "K" ; Don't worry I'm not stalking you. I just found your Name when I downloaded the App, but its nice to know your "Real Name" from now on don't put "K" just put Ken, that's a pretty name :)

[Note from Admin: I'm really surprised that no one else has made this mistake. Ken Rawlings is actually my app developer/boyfriend. When we made the first app I wasn't sure if I was going to stick with this yet so I didn't want to get my own developer app.

As far as always signing things K etc, it's not so much that I'm trying to be mysterious -- I actually sign my emails K in real life too, and for a long time whenever I posted comments on the site, it linked to a profile of me online that contained links to several other sites with tons of information on me. So in other words, if you were stalking me you would have known a lot more than my real name a long time ago. If you want to know my real name, check out the FAQ I put up last week. It even has a totally sexy picture of me on it for those who keep writing in to tell me that they fantasize about me. Enjoy. Anyone else who has questions feel free to put them up on the Questions and Comments portion of the forum and as long as they aren't in poor taste, I'll probably answer them. Thanks for the post. I'll tell Ken you think his name is pretty ;)]


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