Better than dying young

1. I hate that one day I'll be considered to be old.

2. I'm sure by the time I'm 20 I'll have a mid life crisis. No joke. I'm only 15.

3. I afraid of relationships. I've been in some and then lasted a decent amount in time but whenever I'm in one I usually wanna be out. But then I'll want them back. 

4. I feel like a bitch sometimes because I pretend to be so self righteous but really I think I'm just as bad as anyone else I criticize.

5. im afraid that maybe I am confused like everyone says about bisexuals. I don't think so though I can have a relationship with a girl or a boy and be happy.

Bonus: I was bi before it was considered to be cool. I've liked girls since I've liked boys which has been since about age 5. No one believes or takes me serous or a lot of other people when I say it. They think I just like to kiss girls. But honestly at the moment and for a long time I have loved women just as much as I love men.

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