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Wednesday, August 11, 2010

You get what you deserve

1) Im so sick of being skinny, im almost 18 and i only weigh ninety pounds. I get anorexic jokes and stuff like that, but i eat so much to try and gain.

2) When my boyfriend compliments me I like it but I cry.

3) I lost my virginity to my boyfriend of two weeks. We have been dating for over a year now and I now love him but cry after sex sometimes.

4) I believe that I cant have an orgasm because of my low self esteem.

5) I wish that my boyfriend was meaner to me, because i feel like i dont deserve how nice he is.

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  1. You are beautiful and a lot of girls kill themselves trying to be skinny. Love who you are no matter what jokes are said. Cherish the loving boyfriend because they are one in a million. <3<3

  2. I'm as skinny as you... and I've probably heard the same jokes and snide remarks as you by friends and strangers alike. It's unpleasant having to deal with idiots like that, but there is absolutely nothing wrong with being naturally thin.
    The thing that pains me the most is that I've known two people who actually were anorexic (one of whom died) and so I know what anorexia looks like--and I am not it. Tell these people that if they really saw an anorexic person they would KNOW because they don't look healthy. Clearly the people who make nasty jokes about the way you look have their own issues and are possibly even just jealous.

    Never be ashamed of yourself.


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