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Sunday, August 29, 2010

We all feel a little trapped and desperate sometimes


* Yes, I am going to do it again.  I am going to spend the night with my ex tonight. Why I just cant stop this, I don't know. The affection I get since we broke up is amazing. I wish things would have been like that when we were together.

* My best friend is an amazing person. However, sometimes it seems as if we have a one sided relationship with me doing all the work to keep it together.

* My bestfriend's spouse is so aggrivating. Yes, they had problems but you don't have to call me and talk to me about it all the time. Talk to the one you have the problems with. Sometimes I just wish the calls would stop.

* Sometimes I wonder what life would be like if I had stayed married. I think that I could have done some things to possibly work things out. It was a very difficult marriage, but I could have tried harder.

* I feel like such a failure. It seems like I am not good at anything. I can't hold on to a relationship. I can't control my child. I do good to make ends meet every pay day. I hate my life and would rather be dead some days. Did I really just say that? Guess that is what five secrets is for. Yep, I said it, I would rather be dead some days and other days I just want to be someone else. 

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