Never is not forever

1. I've been in love with a guy since we were little kids. whenever ive thought about my future, it's always been with him. He's 20 now, and i'm pretty sure he just found the girl he's going to marry. it hurts like hell.

2. my two best friends are getting married...to each other. i should never have set them up. they were my only close friends, and now they have each other. i'm on my own again.

3. i'm addicted to sex stories.

4. i'm 19 and have never had a boyfriend. never been kissed. never been danced with, never been held. it's a lonely life.

5. i think i was abused when i was little, and just don't remember all of it.


Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight


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