Best mistake ever

1. My father is an alcoholic and he once tried to commit suicide, I was able to stop him, prevent my two younger brothers from seeing any of it and managed to talk him into going to the hospital. I think it was a mistake.
2. I spent a lot of time over the past year and a half with a girl that's my best friend, my parents don't like her because she has a daughter, but I think I've fallen in love with her but she has a boyfriend and I've never been the type to try and break people up for my benefit.
3. I am very good at lying and pretending but the truth is I stopped caring about almost everyone and everything two years ago.
4. My family causes me more stress then anything else in the world, but I've never said a word about it to them because I feel like I always have to help them with every single little thing because no one else is willing to take a minute to learn how to do the things I can.
5. Before the age of 16 I have spent more time in hospital beds then any normal person usually does in their life time. The worst time was when I was hit by a car, the doctors asked me constantly about how I was feeling to check on my mental state and I lied and faked my way through it every time because I was afraid of seeing a psychiatrist, now I think I really need one.

Gender: male
Sexual Orientation: straight



Discuss this post.