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Thursday, November 18, 2010

No yellow ribbons here

1.) My sons father is in the Marines and he got back from Afghanistan in May. I really hoped he wouldn't come back. If u catch my drift. He is being shipped off again in December and I'm still hoping he won't come back alive.
2.)I have had sex with a dog: at the request of my sons father. I hate even thinking about it!
3.) I think I have a crush on my best friend that I've had since the 5th grade. I think she does too. We tell guys that hit on us that we are together so they will leave us alone. She knows I've been with 2 girls in the past but I don't know. She is my best friend in the entire world! Maybe its just cuz I know her inside and out like she does me.
4.) I had an abortion and it is killing me from the inside out. I hate myself for it,I killed my baby. I grew up prolife and I even protested at the same clinic I had my abortion at. God is punishing me everyday! I wish I could go back and change it. I never told anyone and when I thought I couldn't take it anymore. My best friend came to me and told me she also had an abortion (same best friend from #3) and oddly. I felt relieved. I still feel terrible about what I had done but I'm glad I'm not the only one that has gone through it.
5.) I love sleeping with married men or men that are in relationships because there is not commitment. The only catch is I can't know who their wives are because then I feel very guilty. I guess I like being the mistress. Plus I don't want a relationship because all guys are cheaters and liars. The one person I loved and trusted with everything I had betrayed me and unfortunately every guy that I've dated since him lives in his shadow of deception. I can't trust guys at all. Sleeping with married men just prove to me that all men are cheaters!
*** I read 5 secrets everyday and I love it! I've been wanting to post for a while but I had to think about my secrets. I wanted them to be real and not just when I was angry and wanted an outlet.
** Karmas a Beeyotch ** Everything happens for a Reason**!

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: bisexual



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