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Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Stop praying and go buy a test

1. I recently had sex with my boyfriend for the first time. It hurt but it was whatever. It was nothing special. I feel like I deserve to be treated better than how he treats me. This is why I'm breaking up with him. We've  broken up a lot before but for me I am sure this will be the last time. I'm so tired of his shit.
2. I haven't gotten my period since we had sex and I am not sure if I am pregnat. I was suppose to get it like a week ago. I'm
scared but I pray  I am not pregnant.
3. I'm  only 16 years old. And if I do turn out to be pregnant I don't know what I'd do. I am probably going to have it and not even tell my boyfriend. I wouldn't want him to take care of the baby. I wouldnt be able to live with him. I love him but at the same tim he makes me nasious. He's not ugly, I just think he's immature and stupid.
4. I feel like my life is falling apart, I am a senior in high  school and the thought of giving up my dreams of going to college and being someone big in life scares me now. If I'm pregnant everything will be ruined.
5. I hate this girl oh so much. She always copies me in everything I do with my face or hair, I've never told anything to her face but I hate her so much. I hate a lot of people. I don't understand what they want and I don't think they understand me eighter. I am a  complete mess, I need someone that helps me with my life before I ruin myself.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight




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