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Wednesday, November 24, 2010

That's a lot of girls

1. My main worry right now is my grades. I'm such a loser. I used to be a straight A student. Then I got into this really challenging high school program. It's not the I can't make the grade. I'm just really busy and have a lot on my mind
2. Its been about a year since my father and my boyfriend died. They were both the only 2 guys I trusted. And now I feel like they look down on me in dissappointment and shame. I'm no longer as happy as I used to be. I watch porn. I have anger issues and yell at my amazingly sweet mom who always puts up with it. These are all things that I know they look down on and shake their heads.
3. I wanna be better. I'm just not sure how.
4. I think I have a crush on one of my friends. But he's such a whore. I need a relation where I can trust a guy. Not one who flirts with every girl with boobs and legs.
5. I constantly feel ugly, fat and dissappointed in myself. I try not to let it show. But I express it through writing and singing.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: bisexual



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  1. This poster needs to get happy a.s.a.p. First step get into counseling for the anger and depression you're feeling. It can't be easy to lose two loved ones at such a young age. Deal with your emotions so that you can move forward. If you need help in school, get a tutor or try to give up some of the extra curricular activities if possible so that you can concentrate on your school work. Keep on expressing yourself through writing and singing. And know that you are amazing just the way you are.

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