Have no fear, happiness is here

1. I Am the post (secretly sad) I'm now alot happier I have excepted this wonderful man as a blessing and he has stood beside me seeing through me.
2. He Does not know about the suicide attempts but he can see when I'm trying to avoid showing my true sadness and he tells me to be myself he's here for me
3. I Love him but can not tell him. I Think it will ruin everything but I think he knows.
4. I have stopped smoking and only drink wine sometimes.which Has made me gain weight but he kisses my fast rolls and pretend not to notice my weight gain
5. My only sadness now is my fear that some.day This will end. Because I'm not suppose to be this happy

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight



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