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Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Bad reason to create a life

1. I just found out that my bf of 2yrs(off and on) has HPV, or warts...I found a prescription with his name on it from 6mos ago and I looked up the medicine, and thats how I found out. When I asked him about it, he confessed to getting it years ago but he said he didn't have it anymore. I don't wanna get checked because I'm scared I might have it, I've never had symptoms or anything. I would be so embarrassed.

2. I never went down on anyone before but recently I started doing that to my BF, because I love him and it's something he likes. And now I find out about secret #1. I feel like I just want to die. I feel disgusting.

3. I wanna stay with him, but now he kinda disgusts me.

4. Everyone thinks my BF is gay. And I mean EVERYONE. He is so feminine, he plucks his eyebrows, bleaches his teeth. And theres just something about him. When we have sex, He likes when I finger his butthole. It make him cum so fast. I asked him if he'd let me buy a dildo and fuck him  in his ass, and he said Yes.

5. We've been having some problems in our relationship lately, and he moved out of our house. Were still together, but I feel like getting off my birth control, and getting pregnant by him just so he cant leave me.

*BONUS*
Im so confused by life, I just have no clue who I am, or what I want. I feel like I have no identity.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight



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1 comment:

  1. AS to confession #1 about 80% of the adult population has HPV.

    #3 He most likely is gay. I've been through that.

    #5 Please don't do this! I have kids and its so hard to be a parent let alone a single parent.

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