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Saturday, February 5, 2011

Everybody's working for the weekend

-It's sad but my highlight of every week is getting trashed on Friday nights and sometimes Saturdays also. That's all I look forward to these days. I wish I could be drunk all the time, but I'm responsible and only drink when I don't work.

-I've been at the same job since I graduated highschool about 4 years ago. I use to love it. I was so passionate, but now I never want to get up out of bed and go to work anymore. I'd rather stay home. Some bitches decided to gain up on me and plot against me. They tryed to get me in trouble. They didn't succeed but it really hurt my feelings. I was nothing but nice to them. I don't know what they're problem was. They try to be my friend now, not going to happen, I'm not stupid. I feel so unappreciated there. I work with mentally disabled teenagers/adults with behavioral problems at a school. I get beat up all day long and work hands on with them and yet the administration sit up in their offices all safe and unharmed and they get paid way more. The same people always get awarded or noticed because they kiss ass. They're are tons of people that work just as hard, if not harder. Recgonize them for once. It's not that hard.

-I seriously have like 2 friends. I just can't seem to keep people around. I'm a nice person. I just don't get it.

- I want to be in a relationship so bad, but I guess I don't know how to get one. I suppose I'm picky. I mean, I have a steady job, and my own place so is it too much to ask that the dude atleast have a job? I don't know. Guys act instrested in me. Tell me they like me.. hangout with me n than one day just stop talking to me and ignore me. Do I get that boring? I'm really nice.. I just don't get it. I really want someone to love me.

-I had a dream about him lastnight. I don't know where it came from. I always think I'm over him but than I have dreams about him or get drunk and start asking for him. Why?

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