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Tuesday, March 8, 2011

They're called pacifiers for a reason

1.I suck on a pacifier when I'm home alone, which is a lot. I'm 20 and I am aware this is a strange thing for an adult to do, I don't know why but I find it soothing

2.My doctor told me to take my medication (for a chronic illness I have) right before bed, but I discovered that they get me high as a kite if I take them in the afternoon instead. So I do.

3.When I was 13, the older brother of the kids I babysat used to touch my boobs and grab my ass and try and stick his hand down my pants and such. I always told him to stop, slapped him away, even punched him in the junk once, but he would keep doing it.

4. one night the guy mentioned above was harassing me relentlessly, and asking me to give him head. He promised that he would never touch me again if I did. I didn't want to but I just wanted him to leave me alone so I did it.

5. I'm so lonely it hurts. I live alone, have no boyfriend and I only have one friend who I see maybe once a week. all I do is work and then go home and kill time until I get to go to work again so I don't have to be alone. I hate it.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight


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