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Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Old habits die hard

 1)i hate my grandparents. both on my mom's side and my dad's side. my mom's parents think they're always right and they're old fashioned. they just piss me off

2) if someone were to die soon i'd rather have it be my grandpa or grandma on my mom's side. just so i wouldn't have to deal with them anymore. theyre the reason my mom drags me to church

3) I hate church. I'm starting to find religion fucking stupid but i can't help being at least religious

4) i hate my dad. he used to hit my mom when i was younger, and since i was born he verbally, emotionally, and mentally abused me, my mom, and my sister

5) when i have the money rolling in i'm going to move out of my parents house no matter what age i am and have my bf move in. i'd rather live with him than anyone else because we have similar problems so we understand the things we do and stop eachother from hurting outselves.

*bonus* as stupid and pathetic as this sounds and frankly i dont care, i'm going to start cutting again. the only reason i stopped is because my parents, me and my boyfriend are going to a hotel that has a water park in it and i dont want my parents to know so i let the scars heal. but after we leave, i'm starting again.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight



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