Some gifts just shouldn't be returned

everyone always says I'm the happiest person they know and I am... but at night when i go to sleep and it's quiet I cry and cry

I always imagined how different things would be if I had a father in my life

I know deep down in my heart that I am going to make a difference in this world that i'm living in, even if it's to one person

My life is hard, but whose life isn't? Everyone has difficult struggles and i've learned how to handle life, and those people who haven't, haven't learned yet how to be strong

i've had terrible things happen and i know life isn't fair to me but i've neverrrrr everrr thought of suicide... it's just wrong because living is a gift no matter how hard it is.